Hi all,
I'm not quite sure where to begin and am afraid this may be quite a long post if I hit on everything jumbled in my head. I've known for some time now that I'm gender fluid (AMAB), and for some time now I've been wanting to transition to something more feminine. I don't want to fully transition, though, and I'm not quite sure how far I do want to transition. I've got a Flash and Go Luxx on my list of things to buy when I have the money. If it works as advertised I'm hoping to get rid of my facial hair with it. I also like the idea of breast growth, but I'm not sure just how much I'd like. I'm thinking start small and proceed from there.
Recently I was searching tumblr using the search term Wicca and came across a potion for feminization. The poster said she had used it with success for some time. It was basically a tea of spearmint and some other herbs, and when I did a websearch to back up or deny her claims of it having medicinal effects I found a link to a discussion on this site which in the same post (I believe--at very least the same thread) the other major herb in the tea was also mentioned.
I've already got a "stash" of herbs and wasn't quite sure how my supply of the ones listed on that tumblr post were, so I bought some more online and plan to start experimenting with that potion when they arrive. I know it's going to take some time to see the effects of it, so the changes should be gradual and will certainly not happen over night. Once I see what that does for me I'll make some decisions about purchasing a supplement I found on amazon. It had some good reviews including one with a pictorial demonstration of how it was able to stimulate breast growth over a period of a month or two.
That all out of the way, I'm pretty much just playing it by ear. So on to more info about me I guess...
I'm 47 years old and believe I have a naturally low testosterone level already due to a combination of chronic fatigue syndrome and having had one testicle removed due to cancer 14 years ago. Since then I've been cancer free and "officially cured", so it's not likely to come back. (Yay!
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I'm using the name Jewel here and on facebook because all my life I've had a bit of a watered down German accent that made people think I was telling them that was my name when introducing myself for the first time anyway. (My given name is Joel.) I'm not picky about pronouns and as such use they/them on facebook. In real life I generally use him. Having been part of the gay community for so long, though, I've always enjoyed being referred to as she/her, too. So please feel free to use whatever pronouns you like with me.
I'm feeling this has already become very long, so if you have any questions, feel free to ask. At the very worst my reply will be a polite "That's personal" if I don't feel comfortable answering. I'm looking forward to getting to know everybody.
