Leaving

[Sadephanie]

I don't know where to post this so I'm posting it here.

I have not been getting much anything from being a member here aside from finding out new terms and more of the process of transitioning. Socially, I've made no new friends and the one's that claimed to be my friends basically disappeared. I had a bad relationship, and to be honest I don't see why I should stay. No one has seen me as a friend and I'm an outcasted member. So I'm just going to go since I'm basically not going to be missed.

I will check in very rarely for posts made in specific old topics but beyond that I won't be online anymore. If for some reason you need or want to contact me email me at SadephanieTen@hotmail.com

Sorry for not being of use to anyone.

~Sadephanie Kasey Ten~

[stephaniec]

sorry your feeling this way. I've never really seen any of your posts as far as I can remember. If I had I would of responded. I like talking to and helping people like myself. I traveled the road of pain a long time and know the loneliness you suffer.

[Sadephanie]

It doesn't really matter how I feel. It never has. I won't be missed and if I didn't post this, no one would have known I left to begin with. that's why I'm leaving, because if no one would notice then no one would miss me. I've been left to deal with everything alone in general and never received non-generic advice from anyone. No one wanted me or wanted to be friends with me so it's clearly been made I'm an outcast even among Trans communities.

[stephaniec]

I'm sorry. I promise if you post I'll reply.

[Dena]

Believe it or not, I have been following you when I can find your new threads. I know the problems you face and the cold attitude your parents show toward you. Often I feel helpless to your calls for help because I know how much you are hurting and I know how many scars life is going to give you because I have lived the life you are going to live. I see my younger self in you every time I read your posts. I try to provide the best help possible but there are limits to what I can do to help you.

Always remember that you are an important and worth while person. Like a seed you have yet to sprout and I hope you find the right environment to do so.

[Laura_7]

It doesn't really matter how I feel. It never has. I won't be missed and if I didn't post this, no one would have known I left to begin with. that's why I'm leaving, because if no one would notice then no one would miss me. I've been left to deal with everything alone in general and never received non-generic advice from anyone. No one wanted me or wanted to be friends with me so it's clearly been made I'm an outcast even among Trans communities.

Here is a link that can bring you directly to other people who also like to have contacts:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,198112.msg1761995.html#msg1761995

Keep on keeping on.
Just try to hold on to what you would like.
If you would like a friend keep dreaming and looking for it.
It will eventually appear.
If it did not yet it were simply the wrong people.

Sometimes we tend to stand in our own way with doubts.
Don't doubt... just try and you will eventually succeed.

Have a *hug*

And well some advice may sound generic but there might be some truth to it.
It usually is, and its the result of experiences of people.

giving you another *hug*

[Tessa James]

Oh Sade come on!  Please consider that some folks here spent considerable time and attention on their responses to you because they care.
People have encouraged you, supported you, been interested in you and more.

We can convince ourselves of anything but when you deal with absolutes and say no one ever cared about me you are hurting yourself and doing self sabotage.  Neverland is more make believe, change is the reality we live with.  I trust you will turn the headlights of your mind toward a better view and I hope that is soon.

I missed you and found you left that sad goodbye post.  You are making yourself an outcast and it doesn't need to be that way.  I hope we hear from you again when you are feeling better.