I don't know about nice dreams but I have had a number of nightmares recently.
It involves a person I know and they have escalated in the potential violence in them.
In one I had gone to a café and had a book with me. I encountered this person and some friends of his and after a barrage of names which I am sure we have no problem coming up with I decided to leave. One of them deliberately knocked the hard cover book from my hand and then demanded I pick it up with snickers and laughter from the group. I told him if he wanted to read it, he had better pick it up himself because if I had to do it, I was going to put it where the sun didn't shine and just turned around and walked out. Just before the doorway, the book slammed into the wall and one of his pals said, "Gee XXXX, you almost hit it". He replied, "that's what I was trying to do". I left the café.
In another "dream" I was in a park with a steep cliff and the person from the café dream and his significant other was there with a friend of mine. Basically she had asked my friend to come along and was using her as a lure to get me to come to the park. Of course I didn't know that the person in my other dream was there because he was hiding in the brush so I just saw the 2 women talking. Of course he didn't actually push me over the cliff but I found out that was his intention but something precluded that from happening.
In another vivid "dream", I was on a cruise liner. (I am going on one later this year with a friend.) Something had happened that required the passengers to board lifeboats. As we went to them from our muster station, I was told by the crew I couldn't get into the boat. They were alright with me going, it was just that a number of the passengers in the boat were refusing to allow me into it. I tried elsewhere but was denied access each time. As my dream progressed, I met up with other passengers but again no one wanted me in their boat. Eventually all the remaining passengers I met on board were all openly from the GLBT community.
What I read in this is that the person from 2 of my "dreams" who was initially supportive of me when I told them but in the same breath told me that a museum we volunteer at could be "dangerous" for me. I asked him in what way but he didn't elaborate.
The last one is representative of many people's attitudes when it comes to the GLBT community. It's ok with me if you're GLBT but not in my community! I did have some issues on my cruise last year with some of the passengers not exactly being of the welcoming/accepting variety so perhaps this is a manifestation of that? Beats me.
So, those are 3 "dreams" I can definitely recall even now!
If I do see myself in any dreams, I am dressed as a woman so guess that's good!
Love,
Clare
