I honestly stopped caring. For me it's a "I am who I am" thing, I don't have terribly bad dysphoria, I'm tom-boyish (I ride quads and mx bikes), and I'm completely okay with all of the above. However, I definitely would like to get rid of these awful sunken eyes that I'm not only genetically predisposed to, but that were caused from years of boozing and depression; I'll take that over VFS any day.