Hi everyone,
I call myself jeri... I am a (biological) 46 year old male. I am married 4 kids. Knew I was in the wrong body since age 12. (I tried on my mom's yellow bikini and felt good)... when I was 4 years old (my mom told me)that she had sat me down for one of our "talks" and she called me her little boy, and I told her that I wasn't her little boy... she didn't know what to think... (this was in the early 60's). Since then it's been confusing from then on. In junior high, I used to wear loud flowered satin shirts and angel flight pants (form fitting)... In high school I had to repress all that, for fear of my safety... I then did something stupid and ended up in the Army, and engaged... been married now for 25 years... I always questioned my spouse about "how it felt" making love and had told her in my next life I wanted to be female... well, soon after that she found my "stash" of girly things... she accused me of being homosexual, and demanded I get rid of everything if she was to stay... so I did... my feelings are still there, trapped in a body not of my own, but of a man that I don't want to be... I have anger issues that I attribute to being frustrated with myself (not being who I really am, and being able to show it)... I am attracted to men, but as a submissive female type, I also am equally attracted to women, but not as a physical male... am I crazy...? I know deep within what I am, a woman... submissive yes, but a woman all the same.
