Quote from: Denjin on December 13, 2015, 09:20:37 AM
I saw a thread by Anjaq and she sounded similar in situation to me before her op.
Hi Denjin.
Indeed your situation sounds almost like a mirror image of mine, wow. Including your self-measured pitches (I was going down to 120-130 occasionally, ususally speaking at 150 and if I was on the phone or really watching it I could go to 180, which is about what you do in the recording. Your voice in the rcording sounds fine, not strained, you can say things there I would stumble over for sure! Also you are sometimes using your voice to have speeches with audience, what I do too, and you tranistioned also 15 years ago - thats all VERY familiar to me.
I was told as well that my voice sounds female before the surgery, but I went ahead with it anyways for several reasons. One as that it just took me effort and eventually strained my voice to be in the "phone voice" for a longer time. I overused my voice and actually had voice issues eventually (incomplete closure of the vocal folds). Eventually my voice went lower and lower and I used my phone voice only for the first minute on the phone to give a good first impression and then dropped once people had my gender right. So I wanted to get rid of this constant awareness of my voice and always watching it and taking care it does not drop below 140 Hz at least, which is where the perception flips to "male" even with all the resonance and prosody being right.
The other reason was a personal one - I just could not identify with my voice. If I spoke, I heard my own voice in my head and it was not my own (its like how I experienced other body issues as well, like genitalia or breasts,...). I wanted this to change most of it all.
For me, both expectations have been fulfilled, My voice now is in the 180 Hz range usually without much effort, it can drop occasionally to 150 Hz for some parts or words. Thats fine, the average is 180 usually. So I have my good pre op trained voice, my "phone voice" as my normal voice. I can drop lower, like 160 on average, if I relax more, but this equals the state I would be at 120 Hz before. So my pitch increase was about 40 Hz , my timbre also changed, which makes it even sound female if I have a cold like now, where my pitch drops lower. I was able to give a presentation after about 3-4 months in front of 30 people, but to be honest, even now I would not want to talk for an hour in front of 100 people without microphone since I did loose a bit of volume... but for the talks I usually do, it is ok and with speech therapy it will get better. In a way its a common problem for women to not have a voice that is loud enough for a large room, so I assume it has in part just to do with my vocal chords now being female size.
As you know I picked Yeson because I did not feel the local German alternatives were really up to the task. I heard about Prof Remarcle in Belgium who seems to do good surgery, there are very few examples going around here, the advantage of him is probably less travel time, less costs, possible coverage by NHS since it is in Europe. So if those ar points for you, maybe you should try and check him out, otherwise I think Yeson is a good choice because they do surgeries on the voice all the time - basically thats all they do, just not always feminizing surgeries. they also did surgery on singers and speakers, which was a big plus in my checklist for them.