Went on a couple of dates with a guy

[Lyndsey]

Thanks, all good points. I feel like my preference is women, but there's the occasional fantasy or thought about being with a guy, and the truth is as well that there is an ease that comes with being in a straight relationship that appeals. with this particular guy, I clearly didn't fancy him, and I've yet to figure out if that's because of him or his gender. One thing I do know is that I find macho bull->-bleeped-<- a real turn off, and find women easier to get along with.

I'll get past these few months and give myself room to experiment and figure things out.

Hi Squircle
It is hard to date a man as we were brought up very different than the other side. That itself makes it very hard as Believe me i know how you feel. I still have and attraction for women and I never thought that it could and would ever change. But Hell I was wrong Now I like both but I really think that I like men more. Why I have yet to figure that out. But I have dated a few and had some real turn off's as you said the guy you saw did nothing for you. But I met someone who already knows my whole story and is totally fine with It. He said I'm a women and that is all that matters to him. WOW i have to say he has been great and treats me like a Lady. He is so kind to me and helpful always doing things for me and taking me to really nice place's. He also has taken me to meet his whole family and they are wonderful. All I can say is give it some time and you will figure it out.

Hug's
Lyndsey