one I never expected. A month or so ago, after about 15 months on HRT I started seeing myself as female more consistently in the mirror. I never expected that it was the first inkling of something wonderful! After my little stress related meltdown of last week I realized that I consistently, without hesitation, embarrassment, or doubt feel 100% female regardless of how I'm dressed, how I'm feeling, whether or not I'm shaved or stubbly. I so hope I can maintain this zen state longer than the few days it's persisted or, if not, that I can quickly regain it. Nothing can stop me now!