What made you unhappy today? 7.0

[WarGrowlmon1990]

...Dealt with more emotional abuse from my partner today. It took me five years to realize that what he is doing is abusive, even though none of it is physical. It hurts because I still have love for him, but I really don't think I can handle this crap much longer. On top of having the gender dysphoria beat me down spiritually, mentally and emotionally, I get to deal with the person who is supposed to be there for me do the same thing. I don't even feel like eating tonight and I'm usually a big eater. I just feel too dumb to be alive and that my existence is a burden...

[Eevee]

I was going on a walk tonight with my boyfriend and some ->-bleeped-<-s yelled the usual trans slurs at me as they drove by. That was supposed to be a relaxing walk. Now I'm in tears. 

[WarGrowlmon1990]

I was going on a walk tonight with my boyfriend and some ->-bleeped-<-s yelled the usual trans slurs at me as they drove by. That was supposed to be a relaxing walk. Now I'm in tears. 

Transphobic idiots like that ruin so many good moments for us. If only they knew what it was like to be harassed and have your identity denied. =(

[V M]

Hacking up blood 

[Sno]

I'm starting the education of a staunch religious zealot, who also happens to be a very dear friend, all the while trying not to out myself. Bleugh.

Sno.

[V M]

Nearly got hit by a car, which of course dredged up some bad memories    Managed to dive out of the way of the vehicle but landed rather hard and got drenched by the wet grass I slid across

I'll be okay but hurtin' pretty good for the moment

[WarGrowlmon1990]

Nearly got hit by a car, which of course dredged up some bad memories    Managed to dive out of the way of the vehicle but landed rather hard and got drenched by the wet grass I slid across

I'll be okay but hurtin' pretty good for the moment

Ouch. Good to hear you're okay. So many people on the road just shouldn't be driving in the first place.


What made me unhappy this morning? I'm dreading a wedding I have to attend today. Nobody there but my partner knows I'm trans, so because he's part of the wedding party I have to conform to cis norms and wear a dress and makeup. I'll keep this site and the people on here in mind so that I know I'm not alone.

[Atom]

Bleeding from the rear again. Something that's happened on and off and doctors are trying to work it out at the moment. Nothing says amazing like soaking through your trousers.

Some amazingly bright teenagers shouting profanities at my little girl for carrying a Sky plush (from Paw Patrol) and a Pikachu bag on her back.  Calling a 3 year old "<Not Permitted> dumb" and then laughing at her when she cries takes the biscuit.

I did that horrible thing of looking over my glasses and saying "EXCUSE ME...?". Job done, still have my work voice is seems.

[Alice-jones]

it may not seam like a big deal after reading what you all have been through.
But the thing that made me unhappy today was that i laddered my favorite stockings this morning

Most days i feel unhappy about the state of the world and what mankind infilcts on mankind

Why can we not all get on with each other and be kind and helpful to others

Alice x

[Atom]

Alice, it's horses for courses.  My OH bought a brand new swanky eyeliner the other day, the sort you look at and go "how much for that??"

Our daughter flushed it down the toilet.  Sometimes, it's those little things that do it - and that's all it takes.

[Sno]

Where to begin. Where to begin. Having a dysphoria week, generally not good. Compounded by friends who will only gather at ours *because it's the only house big enough*, who were all around yesterday evening, for a meal, that I spent time and love preparing, for conversations to roll round to we must have a gals weekend (invite for partner), and the other AMaB, invited to the guys weekend, and no invite for me.

100 ways to make me feel invisible.

Thanks.

I now just feel like what is the point.

Sno.

[Atom]

Sno, you could happily share some homemade focaccia bread and some stirling craft beers with us if that helps =]

[Sno]

Atom,

that would be great, some olives, homemade hummus, maybe a soft cheese or two, and some cured fish/ meats.

Thanks

Sno

[Dee Marshall]

It's a shame we're all spread apart. I have an idea, but I'll start a new thread. Watch for it!
(Prompted by Atom & Sno)

[NordicSofia]

Slight cold. Can't hit the gym or track, just have to sit home.

Well, I think it will go away soon anyway.

[Kelly_1979]

My mother keeps talking down to me...mostly about things she doesn't like etc....

I'm sick of it...why can't she just drop it?

Can't she understand she's just making me even more stressed?

[FTMDiaries]

Woke up to discover that Shark Week has decided to pay me a visit.

Then went out to my car, and discovered that some reprobate has decided to key it.

Why are people like that? My car is the only nice thing I have in my otherwise hellish life. And just because it's nice, some jealous idiot decided that that needed to be damaged too.

I honestly hate humans sometimes.

[Gemini]

I was going on a walk tonight with my boyfriend and some ->-bleeped-<-s yelled the usual trans slurs at me as they drove by. That was supposed to be a relaxing walk. Now I'm in tears. 

That kind of thing is why I'm afraid to go full time. It's a terrible feeling, when people treat you like you're not human. Yet I know I'm giving up opportunities to make real connections with people.

Doing something as simple as going for a walk takes a surprising amount of courage, for us. I hope you didn't waste too many tears over those transphobic idiots.

[FreyasRedemption]

Everything, really. I've been seriously depressed since yesterday. I missed out on a Pride event because of this cursed social anxiety. I can't talk to my mother, since everything she says just makes me feel worse about myself. And it's my birthday tomorrow. Screw that, I don't want to celebrate having been born when I'm feeling like I shouldn't have.

[V M]

Spinal injuries playing up again and affecting my motor functions and ability to walk

The pain is intense with each year becoming more difficult and the prospect of becoming wheel chair bound frightens the stuff out of me, not sure I can deal with living this way anymore