My girl and I are getting ready to move to a new town, new jobs, etc, so things have been very stressful. My identity exploration has been put on hold because I just don't have time for it right now, but today at work my brain was suddenly, "Hey, remember your friend dysphoria? Let's obsess on that all day and get no work done!" So that's been fun. Feeling like I'm going in circles again but resolving to really look into things and explore my gender in the new year, once we get settled and things calm down.