What made you unhappy today? 7.0

[V M]

Snow    BLAH!!! snow... It's freakin' freezing cold here

[big kim]

hating snow is a sign of growing old, used to love it as a kid & now it's a PITA!

[Sowilo]

Someone saying horrible things, about a friend who I love and care deeply for

[big kim]

Pulled a muscle in my right thigh

[Thessa]

My (still) wife accused me of being the (using male version of the german word) only one who is transphobic, because of me hidding "it" in many areas of my life. Especially work (self-employed) and my from dementia suffering mother.

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[kk]

My girl and I are getting ready to move to a new town, new jobs, etc, so things have been very stressful.  My identity exploration has been put on hold because I just don't have time for it right now, but today at work my brain was suddenly, "Hey, remember your friend dysphoria?  Let's obsess on that all day and get no work done!"  So that's been fun.  Feeling like I'm going in circles again but resolving to really look into things and explore my gender in the new year, once we get settled and things calm down.

[Saison Marguerite]

I logged in here for the first time in many months with a notification for 5 messages and I was excited. They were all automated from Susan. 

[Selena]

Had a complete break down at work. Crying, pain in my whole body, and, for the first time in my life, seriously contemplating ending everything. I'm shift supervisor at a fast food place and was closing the store (so technically this was last night). I can usually displace the horrible feelings with a healthy supply of sarcasm. Its hard to be sad when everyone is laughing. The problem is that when the feelings hit I was all alone. I texted my girlfriend who just happens to be the manager of the same store(yes its awkward but at least I don't face discrimination at work). She had to come down and help me. I was completely paralyzed with despair. It is the worst it's ever been.

[Fresas con Nata]

The sensation of being half baked made me unhappy today. This constant need of shaving daily, of hiding the male parts, of using a wig... or having nothing more than air under the bra. I was shaving to go out and get some stuff done but I suddenly felt I was faking my feminity, so decided to leave things for "tomorrow" and spent the evening in bed. I can't wait for finishing the electrolysis and having longer hair, for getting out of bed and look like a woman already. (Not to mention HRT of course but this wasn't the trigger today).

[LizK]

Had a complete break down at work. Crying, pain in my whole body, and, for the first time in my life, seriously contemplating ending everything. I'm shift supervisor at a fast food place and was closing the store (so technically this was last night). I can usually displace the horrible feelings with a healthy supply of sarcasm. Its hard to be sad when everyone is laughing. The problem is that when the feelings hit I was all alone. I texted my girlfriend who just happens to be the manager of the same store(yes its awkward but at least I don't face discrimination at work). She had to come down and help me. I was completely paralyzed with despair. It is the worst it's ever been.

Hi Selena

I hope you are feeling a little better today?

Hugs
Liz

[Selena]

Hi Selena

I hope you are feeling a little better today?

Hugs
Liz

Thanks Liz.

Everything is ok now. I'm really afraid of being alone though. I don't completely trust that I will be ok but I'm going to make it one day at a time. Since I came out it has been really difficult to ignore things I used to be able to. I feel like i'll be in a better place once I start the medical part of the transition. I have an appointment on the 27th with my primary to discuss what options I have available. I do have a therapist lined up but she wasn't available until January. So these are both things to look forward to.

[Tossu-sama]

It's Christmas eve and one of our older rats died in my arms couple hours ago.

If this is life's idea of a joke, it's a horrible one.

[Elis]

It's Christmas eve and one of our older rats died in my arms couple hours ago.

If this is life's idea of a joke, it's a horrible one.

Aww; really sorry to hear that

[Thessa]

It's Christmas eve and one of our older rats died in my arms couple hours ago.

If this is life's idea of a joke, it's a horrible one.

I'm sorry - I feel your pain!
When I was a child my rabbit died on the evening of Dec. 23rd. 😐


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[LizK]

It's Christmas eve and one of our older rats died in my arms couple hours ago.

If this is life's idea of a joke, it's a horrible one.

That's a horrible way to start the Holiday season, Hope you're feeling a bit better.

Liz

[big kim]

Guest slashed his wrists in his room, police smashed window to get in hotel. He's going to be OK, I've got to clean it up & it looks like a set from a horror film. If anyone reading this is contemplating suicide don't go there.

[V M]

The high temp. for the past couple of days has been 10F/-12C with the temp. dropping to -20F/-29C at night, I set the thermostat in my apt. to 55F/13C and it feels like a heat wave

[Kylo]

These all-nighters are making me disagreeable.

[Laura_Squirrel]

Realizing how crappy and inconsistent my voice is. I hate the fact that I can't do anything about it. Even after years and years of work. Being in the wrong body sucks.

[Dee Marshall]

I find myself drifting from this place.

I think about trans issues daily. I still have things to accomplish. But my internal map is entirely feminine. Cought off guard I respond as any woman does. I no longer find it necessary to pre-censor my responses.

I find fewer and fewer topics here that spark my interest. I've seen much of it before and what I haven't seen seems to have little relevance.

I begin to see that I'm ready to leave the nest and that I feel less interested in guiding those who follow than I expected to.

This makes me sad.

I doubt that I'll disappear tomorrow, the next day, or next week. I can't reasonably predict when I'll be gone, but the day is surely coming.