What made you unhappy today? 7.0

[Kitty June]

I find myself drifting from this place.

I think about trans issues daily. I still have things to accomplish. But my internal map is entirely feminine. Cought off guard I respond as any woman does. I no longer find it necessary to pre-censor my responses.

I find fewer and fewer topics here that spark my interest. I've seen much of it before and what I haven't seen seems to have little relevance.

I begin to see that I'm ready to leave the nest and that I feel less interested in guiding those who follow than I expected to.

This makes me sad.

I doubt that I'll disappear tomorrow, the next day, or next week. I can't reasonably predict when I'll be gone, but the day is surely coming.

Congratulations
I've noticed a decrease in time here, but still come back from time to time and post some.
So many valuable resources, but as it's a transition our needs change.
I am very happy that you're at the place you are now even though it makes you sad.
It can be a good sad
Hugs

[Dee Marshall]

Congratulations
I've noticed a decrease in time here, but still come back from time to time and post some.
So many valuable resources, but as it's a transition our needs change.
I am very happy that you're at the place you are now even though it makes you sad.
It can be a good sad
Hugs

((nod)) :')

[Devlyn]

I find myself drifting from this place.

I think about trans issues daily. I still have things to accomplish. But my internal map is entirely feminine. Cought off guard I respond as any woman does. I no longer find it necessary to pre-censor my responses.

I find fewer and fewer topics here that spark my interest. I've seen much of it before and what I haven't seen seems to have little relevance.

I begin to see that I'm ready to leave the nest and that I feel less interested in guiding those who follow than I expected to.

This makes me sad.

I doubt that I'll disappear tomorrow, the next day, or next week. I can't reasonably predict when I'll be gone, but the day is surely coming.

Soon you'll be a Graduate! 

Hugs, Devlyn

[big kim]

A boy who I remember being a few years older at school now a Grandfather killed in a hit & run in front of his wife. RIP Mike

[Kylo]

This is why I don't ask for emotional support, everyone around me is so good at it they'd have a saint opening their own wrists within 5 minutes. 

[V M]

Winter time dry cold bloody nose boogies and the bleeding cracked knuckles 

[Dena]

Winter time dry cold bloody nose boogies and the bleeding cracked knuckles 

The nose I don't have a solution for but if you but a little dab of this before going to sleep, your hands will feel far better in the morning. You can get nearly 100 applications out of one tube if you don't use and excessive amount. I have been using this product for around 40 years and it still works great.

[big kim]

+1 on hand cream, I put loads on & wear thin cotton moisturising gloves at night. It soaks into your skin as you sleep

[V M]

The hand cream with a pair of gloves at night did seem to help

[MissGendered]

Lack of money for electrolysis made me unhappy today. Knowing that my parents gave me the T that caused hair to grow in the firstt place still makes me angry and very unhappy. Knowing they knew I was unhappy yet did nothing to help me undo what they did to me makes me unhappier still.

Knowing that I have to continue to struggle every day, as if life itself isn't challenge enough, to find my way out of the deepest, darkest hole any woman might imagine, because of what was inflicted on me intentionally, while life keeps going by without me participating, makes me unhappy.

But knowing I have surviived everything I have survived, well, that counts for something, even when I am struggling as I am right now. But at the moment, I am unhappy. It is late, I am alone, I have hair on my face, I feel yucky and unlovable.

Even from the grave, even today, my parents still make me unhappy. I hope they rot. Not a nice thing to say, but that is what I truly feel.

How's that for a bit of darkness, for ya?

Missy

[Nora Kayte]

I logged on today and the front page changed. Can't find anything. Usually when I click on forums I see right away transgender talk or transsexual talk and they are not there. Somebody help me

[big kim]

Look for the white arrows in the top right of the page & click on.

[Thessa]

Looks like I have been ghosted...


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[Fresas con Nata]

I logged on today and the front page changed. Can't find anything. Usually when I click on forums I see right away transgender talk or transsexual talk and they are not there. Somebody help me

I keep a tab to https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=unread open at all times. When I want to read the forum, I refresh it and open the individual pages of the listing in separate tabs each.

[Kylo]

IMDb are getting rid of their message boards...

[big kim]

3 very creepy guys in a van asking me directions for a none existing street. I made sure I stood well away from the van telling them I never heard of it.

[Benvolio]

I dropped a bunch of my macaroni and cheese and Spam on the ground after heating it up. Fortunately, I'd just cleaned my floors a few hours prior, but there was still dirt in my macaroni noodles. Booh.

Also, I want a sandwich, but I'm out of bread, and I have no money for bread for a few days.

My woes seem to be all food-related... hm.

[MissGendered]

Nothing,.

Not a darn thing is making me unhappy today, despite the things that usually do still being issues.

Maybe I should be unhappy I am not unhappy, lol..

:-) Missy

[FreyasRedemption]

Pretty sure my kinda-penpal Rebecka has forgotten me entirely. Then again, it's been almost a year since I last heard of her.

[SophiaBleu]

My parents told that they will never call me anything but male name and pronouns. Upsetting at first, anger next, now heading into resignation. Maybe a little bit of time away from each other will smooth things over.