What made you unhappy today? 7.0

[Rainbow Dash]

A bit late but, my Ex wife died on the 27th last month. we hadnt even been divorced 3 months. It was a blood clot that shut down her heart. We had been married for 16 years.

[LizK]

A bit late but, my Ex wife died on the 27th last month. we hadnt even been divorced 3 months. It was a blood clot that shut down her heart. We had been married for 16 years.

I am so sorry for your loss, Hope you are doing OK

[Dee Marshall]

Dash, I'm so sorry!

[ghostbees]

Going back to cigs [emoji37][emoji37]


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[Elis]

Going back to cigs [emoji37][emoji37]


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At least you stopped for a bit; that's more than most people are able to manage; next time you'll be able to hold out for a bit longer

[ghostbees]

At least you stopped for a bit; that's more than most people are able to manage; next time you'll be able to hold out for a bit longer

Thank you!!
I was noticing the benefits too



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[Dee Marshall]

I have to get a buy-in from twelve frikken agencies in order to take a week off. If I take it without their agreement I'm breaking a state law.

[V M]

Lost my glasses and I'm dreading how much it will cost to replace them 

[Devlyn]

A bit late but, my Ex wife died on the 27th last month. we hadnt even been divorced 3 months. It was a blood clot that shut down her heart. We had been married for 16 years.

Big hug. Sorry to hear that, hon.

Hugs, Devlyn

[V M]

A bit late but, my Ex wife died on the 27th last month. we hadnt even been divorced 3 months. It was a blood clot that shut down her heart. We had been married for 16 years.

I've lost friends and relatives including a significant other over the years

I feel your pain

Hugs

[KathyLauren]

Reading the news from the U.S..  Texas, Washington DC, it's all bad for my sisters and brothers down there. 

In 1933, the reign of terror in Europe began with burning the library of the leading doctor of transgender patients.  They came for us first.  I hope that history does not repeat itself too closely.  Remember what it took to stop him last time.

[Ryuichi13]

I'm hoping this thread is for FtM as well.

My Mom knows that I have legally changed my name to one that she's unfamiliar with.  She doesn't know why yet.  But to hear her call me by my deadname when she called me this afternoon made me wince. 

I never hated my deadname, its actually a very pretty name.  It just was never me.  It belonged to someone else.

So to be called by it hurt.  It was like Mom was talking about someone else.

I suppose its time I told her why I changed my name.  Its just that I wanted to tell her face to face, when she could actually SEE my (13 year old boy's) beard and mustache as well as hear my now much deeper voice.  I wish she was more tech-savvy, I'd just videochat with her instead of having to wait until I can see her face to face.

Anyways, thanks for letting me unload.  It still hurts, but not quite as much.

Ryuichi   

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[maksim]

Nearly 4 months on T and no sign of my voice dropping any time soon. It's weaker, but it's been weaker since two weeks on T and still nothing has happened. My face is changing, and I'm even getting a bit more peach fuzz but my voice has yet to do anything.
I've had so many false alarms that just turned out to be sore throat from sickness or overuse. I got so excited every time but I'm still waiting.

[Dena]

You could be fighting your voice drop as that sometimes happens. When you speak, relax the muscles between your larynx and your jaw. If they are the least bit tensed, they will put you  in the head voice, something a FTM is best avoiding.

[Dee Marshall]

Someone, with the best of intentions, posted a picture of the card section at their local Target. It was a close up of a section: "Wife to Wife Anniversary". I started sobbing. Tears are still in my eyes. I will never get that card and Randi will never accept one from me. By decree our anniversary is never to be noted or celebrated.

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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!

Think outside the voice box!

[Sno]

Slow rolling panic attacks. I hate days like today.

[LizK]

Slow rolling panic attacks. I hate days like today.

That doesn't sound very nice, hope you are feeling a bit better now 

[Thessa]

Had a really nice Tinder match but the second I disclosed my Trans* status the Match was gone.

[Geeker]

What made me unhappy today is the same thing that does every day, morning wood. I hate it. Nothing ruins my day like waking up and rolling over only to realize there's a "kickstand" painfully stopping me.

[maksim]

You could be fighting your voice drop as that sometimes happens. When you speak, relax the muscles between your larynx and your jaw. If they are the least bit tensed, they will put you  in the head voice, something a FTM is best avoiding.

Thanks for the advice Dena, it's a bit difficult to follow though since I have Tourette's and my neck and jaw are constantly tense due to tics. However, my T dose has been upped recently and my voice is getting weaker without any other signs of sickness, so that's good!