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What made you unhappy today? 7.0

Started by Dee Marshall, January 25, 2016, 08:16:03 AM

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Gertrude

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Laurie

Quote from: Gertrude on August 28, 2017, 04:58:27 PM
Everything


  I know the feeling Trudy.  But you need to look forward to better days. It's hard to do I know, but have faith that those better days are out there ahead of us.

"The sun will come out tomorrow. Tomorrow! And tomorrow is only a day away!"

  Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Gertrude

Quote from: Laurie on August 28, 2017, 05:51:12 PM
  I know the feeling Trudy.  But you need to look forward to better days. It's hard to do I know, but have faith that those better days are out there ahead of us.

"The sun will come out tomorrow. Tomorrow! And tomorrow is only a day away!"

  Hugs,
   Laurie
It's been one of those days. To top the day off, I made some very pointed remarks on a Slack channel that we're meant for another. I can't wait for the fallout on that.


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Laurie

Quote from: Gertrude on August 28, 2017, 07:23:10 PM
It's been one of those days. To top the day off, I made some very pointed remarks on a Slack channel that we're meant for another. I can't wait for the fallout on that.


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oooopsie  ((Hugs))

Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Laurie


Same thing as yesterday. But I'm going to survive it.

Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Michelle_P

Head cold plus analgesics plus numbing cream (EMLA) plus four hours of electrolysis...  Not Recommended... 

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V M

Opened a window to let some fresh air in only to have the smoke from the local wildfires come wafting in  :P  Now I have the sinus headache from the "Bad Place"
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

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maksim

My online school program keeps deleting my notes. It sucks!


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Sno

Let's just leave it at anxiety-pocalypse-meltdown-panic-attack. Now on medication and waiting lists for this and that, oh and my partner now knows about my self harm. The only possible upside is cbt is in the pipeline... that's going to be fun. (Sarcasm off).

Rowan.
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Thessa

I started to include my work environment in the last couple of weeks into my transition.

It looks like today I had the first hiccup. A partner tries to take away a project...
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steph2.0

The Southern Comfort Transgender Conference that I've been planning for and looking forward to for weeks has been canceled. [emoji25]

Oh, and on Sunday night a hurricane is going to go right over my house. [emoji939][emoji100][emoji946]

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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V M

Not only am I unhappy but I'm a bit angry and feel violated as well

Came home from my therapist appointment friday, looked about and thought my apartment looked a bit off  :-\

I was rather tired and had promised to go over and jam on guitars with one of my neighbors so I didn't think much of it

So I get up on Saturday to start my usual routine of making coffee and getting my vitamins and med.s together only to find that my script of E tabs have gone missing from the cupboard, my spiro. is misplaced but it is still there but the E is gone  >:(

I already know that some of my neighbors are kinda weird but who the hecks busts in just to nick a bottle of estradiol and how did they know exactly where to go?

Ugh, I love my little apt. but I hate the place where I live  :P
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Laurie

Quote from: V M on September 10, 2017, 12:48:04 AM
Not only am I unhappy but I'm a bit angry and feel violated as well

Came home from my therapist appointment friday, looked about and thought my apartment looked a bit off  :-\

I was rather tired and had promised to go over and jam on guitars with one of my neighbors so I didn't think much of it

So I get up on Saturday to start my usual routine of making coffee and getting my vitamins and med.s together only to find that my script of E tabs have gone missing from the cupboard, my spiro. is misplaced but it is still there but the E is gone  >:(

I already know that some of my neighbors are kinda weird but who the hecks busts in just to nick a bottle of estradiol and how did they know exactly where to go?

Ugh, I love my little apt. but I hate the place where I live  :P

I'd be mad too. Perhaps they can't read and think they are viagra. lol Now that would serve them right.
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Dena

Time for sticks in the windows and sliding glass doors so they can't be opened from outside. If the locks can be opened with a card, time for a new lock or a bolt lock. Otherwise, ask the manager to rekey the lock(s).
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V M

Yes, I already have sticks in the windows and have had the deadbolt on the front door changed once, I don't have a sliding glass or back door

I'm hoping the mgr. will be willing to have the deadbolt replaced again but I'm thinking it may be better for me to buy my own deadbolt because getting repairs made here is like pulling teeth

Everything has gone downhill since the new management co. took the place over
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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V M

Good news  ;D  The person who took my E tabs has returned them

I didn't particularly like being woken up by someone banging on my door, but I was glad to see my E tabs in a paper sack with some kind of cartoon character on it

Weird, oh well maybe they figured out that they weren't what they wanted

Going back to bed
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Artesia

Quote from: V M on September 10, 2017, 07:50:57 AM
Good news  ;D  The person who took my E tabs has returned them

I didn't particularly like being woken up by someone banging on my door, but I was glad to see my E tabs in a paper sack with some kind of cartoon character on it

Weird, oh well maybe they figured out that they weren't what they wanted

Going back to bed

Check and make sure they weren't tampered with.  There are some really weird people out there.

Maybe they thought it was a pill that gets you high??????  I here one of them is blue.
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September 13, 2016 HRT start date
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Dee Marshall

We spent yesterday afternoon with an old college "friend". We were part of the same clique and grated on each other a bit. We've both mellowed more than a bit. I'm sad to find that we both have PTSD from being in Manhattan on 9/11 and we talked of that a bit. It was also obvious to me and confirmed by his wife, that he has a traumatic brain injury. It's not as serious as my clients' but clouds his thinking. He misgendered me several times. It's understandable, but has shaken my confidence a bit, especially as I'm running out of makeup.

Also I'm beginning to think that I need to leave the work I love because the business model jus doesn't work in this area.

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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!

Think outside the voice box!

April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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V M

Quote from: Artesia on September 10, 2017, 08:10:47 AM
Check and make sure they weren't tampered with.  There are some really weird people out there.

Maybe they thought it was a pill that gets you high??????  I here one of them is blue.

Good advise, and yes I did look them over and they look O.K.

Hugs
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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King Malachite

Thinking about my mother who passed away in October....my one and only blood relative who was accepting/tolerating of me being trans.  :(
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