I am tired, just completely soul crushingly exhausted, and in incredible amounts of pain. I have spent every waking moment on my feet preparing for tomorrow, and there has been mishap after mishap. The chocolate I was melting to do some truffles just refused to melt and then decided to go from solid to burn instantly. As a result, they are horrible little clumpy things that just don't look appetizing at all. I've also only done 2 out of the 5 things I need to prep before tomorrow and it is past 6pm. I am not even going to be cooking until midnight, I'm going to be PREPPING until midnight just to get up and cook more tomorrow morning. My back has been killing me (for days now, I might not be drinking enough on the spiro), my feet are in agony, and to top it off I severely burned myself doing the stupidest things possible. First, I was making pasta for mac and cheese. I had a big spoon for stirring, and a little spoon for something else. My brain just thought "spoon", I picked up a spoon and went to stir the noodles. Oh, except I picked up the little spoon, so I wound up STICKING MY HAND IN THE BOILING WATER (since I was mentally judging it by the spoon hitting the bottom I guess). Fortunately, I managed to survive that okay, I reacted quickly and the burn was minor. Then later, I was going to make some crumb topping. I noticed my little pan had some debris in it, so i went to pick it out. Unfortunately, I forgot I had already turned on the stove. So I stick my fingers in the pan (SAME FINGERS FROM THE WATER) to pick up the piece of whatever, and my brain just ceased to function and I sort of left them there for a few seconds in my ever debilitating state of mind. So yeah. I cooked my finger tip. Like 100% literally cooked my freaking finger tip.
Did I mention I still have 3 more things to prepare iand then hours of cooking tomorrow?