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What made you unhappy today? 7.0

Started by Dee Marshall, January 25, 2016, 08:16:03 AM

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V M

Feeling consumed by loneliness and neglect   
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Sno

I'm sorry hon, I've been a bit busy, you know you can always message me.

Today was the day after therapy. I'm having to write them off in all respects, because I sleep. At the table, in a chair, on the couch, on the floor, almost by any door - it's hitting me around the park, quietly. Today, alone I've slept for well over 15 hours....

Shattered and broken.

Rowan
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Jessica

VM .....Rowan.... I hope you both feel better.  We all have a bond with each other through Susan's and need a hand and support sometimes from one another.  I'm here for you anytime you need me.

Hugs, Jessica

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Sno

Hi Jessica,

I'm ok mainly, I've therapy every fortnight - it takes me two weeks to get to a place where I can face it again - it's only the last couple of sessions that I have been able to identify the "post therapy day" problem - I can have a reasonable nights sleep, and yet be completely unable to stay awake for significant periods of the day after - so it must be doing something... lol. I'm also using it as a guage to remind myself that although I'm feeling 'better' that I still actually have a long way to go...

(Hugs)


Rowan
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Cassi

Quote from: V M on February 24, 2018, 04:01:01 AM
Feeling consumed by loneliness and neglect

Sorry - hope you feel better.  Not a good time to tease you about your iguana :(
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Jessica

Quote from: Sno on February 24, 2018, 02:28:49 PM
Hi Jessica,

I'm ok mainly, I've therapy every fortnight - it takes me two weeks to get to a place where I can face it again - it's only the last couple of sessions that I have been able to identify the "post therapy day" problem - I can have a reasonable nights sleep, and yet be completely unable to stay awake for significant periods of the day after - so it must be doing something... lol. I'm also using it as a guage to remind myself that although I'm feeling 'better' that I still actually have a long way to go...

(Hugs)


Rowan

Does therapy trigger emotions that you have about yourself and you have a hard time justifying those feelings?  What brings you to the point of continuing therapy on schedule?
I can only surmise that if your feeling down and feeling like sleeping all the time.  It may be depression.  Going to somewhere and hearing from yourself how you feel and not finding resolution can be taxing on the psyche.  If this is the case, talk to your doctor about methods or medication to help.  If it's not, discuss this sleep pattern with him and work out a plan for helping with that.
You can PM me anytime your feeling down or just want to say hi!

Smiles, Jess

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Cassi

Quote from: Dee Marshall on February 23, 2018, 09:17:39 PM
A pimple on my nose! I'm 58! WTF?

The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.

It's called Booperty!
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Sno

Hi Jess, I'm on meds, and yes, all is in general 'ok' - which is a lot better than the "not good" of the previous months.


Rowan
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Laurel D

In my hands is $200 cup of coffee from H&R Block.   See they didn't tell us that we were ineligible, for the free 1040EZ, until our taxes were finished. Now we are going to have nearly $200 in fees taken out of my return. ( Including a $12 retirement savings tax credit that cost us 25 bucks. ) .... God bless America.

To make this even sweeter, some creepy dude was hitting on my partner, after we told him that we were married, I then got warned that there were plenty of military guys in this area. I brushed it off, but I'm not naive to what that means....

Oh well. Lots of lessons learned today.

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Maddie86

I woke up really sick today. I had to call into work for the first time since 2006 and I can't really afford to be doing that right now. Then I got a notification in the mail that my pharmacy is changing to a different store and since my insurance doesn't cover HRT idk if that means my prices will go up. Then on top of all that my record player stopped working, it's only 2 years old!
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Bari Jo

Last night I was playing with my dog off leash in the courtyard like I do every night.  When my neighbor came home he ran to her door since loves her. I visited with the neighbor for about five minutes in her gallery.  I left my dogs leash in the courtyard during.  Coming back out I notice somebody took it.  Really!  A dogs leash!  WTF!  I would be less mad, but this is the 2nd time this has happened.  I am so down on my community right now it's not healthy

Bari Jo
you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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V M

Quote from: Bari Jo on March 01, 2018, 10:02:14 AM
Last night I was playing with my dog off leash in the courtyard like I do every night.  When my neighbor came home he ran to her door since loves her. I visited with the neighbor for about five minutes in her gallery.  I left my dogs leash in the courtyard during.  Coming back out I notice somebody took it.  Really!  A dogs leash!  WTF!  I would be less mad, but this is the 2nd time this has happened.  I am so down on my community right now it's not healthy

Bari Jo

Are any of your neighbors into bondage?  >:-)
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Bari Jo

you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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Devlyn

People have lost their ability to extend greetings.
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Chloe

Forth time fix (repairclinic.com) for 25yr old washing machine: $70
Septic tank pump: $310

Am now $380 poorer . . . could've bought full set of house batteries /OR/ another solar panel for upcoming summer AC!
"But it's no use now," thought poor Alice, "to pretend be two people!
"Why, there's hardly enough of me left to make one respectable person!"
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Jessica

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on March 01, 2018, 06:09:02 PM
People have lost their ability to extend greetings.

Devlyn Marie, I would like to greet you the land of apathy.  It's full of souls that just try to make it from day to day.  The local news is headlining the traffic jam of self absorbed gobots that's just inside waiting for you. 
Though if you prefer, step next door to the land of empathy!  You won't be lacking in greetings.
But please before you enter there, try to reach into that land of "my, me, mine" and grab ahold of anyone you can reach, to show them there are others.


"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Cassi

Sadly, my daughter will be flying to Long Beach tomorrow to attend the funeral of the father of her girlfriend.  Anyway, at the last minute I was "tasked" with compiling a cd of his favorite songs to be played during and after the service.  Anyway, we went to one of the Station casinos here in Vegas and received our free bottles of Malibu Rum (Casinos tend to have giveaways for locals every week).

Afterwards, we went to a Walgreens to buy some blank cds so I could burn the songs onto them.  As I was paying for the CDs, my daughter went to check out the fingernails and I met her there a few minutes later.

I have no problem looking at the stuff even as a "Male" though I have been called "Babe" a couple of times.  Anyway, while we're checking out the nails I see a product that you buy and place on your boobs that covers the nipples so you supposedly don't have to wear a bra.  Hummmm, never colors too, lol.
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Cassi

Quote from: lds98498 on February 25, 2018, 09:14:36 PM
In my hands is $200 cup of coffee from H&R Block.   See they didn't tell us that we were ineligible, for the free 1040EZ, until our taxes were finished. Now we are going to have nearly $200 in fees taken out of my return. ( Including a $12 retirement savings tax credit that cost us 25 bucks. ) .... God bless America.

To make this even sweeter, some creepy dude was hitting on my partner, after we told him that we were married, I then got warned that there were plenty of military guys in this area. I brushed it off, but I'm not naive to what that means....

Oh well. Lots of lessons learned today.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

You seriously need to contact your local newspaper or news station.  That's BS and you are victims.
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Sno

Cassi,

You're so right, $200 coffee in a plastic cup... crime of the century.

Ids98498, that's terrible hon, really awful :(

Rowan
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natalie.ashlyne

Quote from: Kiera on March 01, 2018, 07:41:33 PM
Forth time fix (repairclinic.com) for 25yr old washing machine: $70
Septic tank pump: $310

Am now $380 poorer . . . could've bought full set of house batteries /OR/ another solar panel for upcoming summer AC!

My washing machine died to waiting for a repairman to come back as the one they sent said I dont know this machine and left. My shower tap broke I fixed that myself although I have now learned I have become ditsy myselfI dont know why but I have I think it is coming out more and more now. :(
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