What made you unhappy today? 7.0

[jaybutterfly]

Realizing I have absolutely crippling anxiety to the point I cant go to places like my kickboxing or judo club without hyperventilating and panicking.

I've called the doctors, they will most likely tell me to go back on meds or into CBT. If it helps take the edge off while I wait on the services I dont mind.

[Cassi]

Stupid me put the last plate of an expensive plate set in the oven to heat some food and it cracked 

Alas, Sweet VM!  It was the Universe telling you to obtain a new set!

[Sinead]

My dysphoria's hitting me really hard, out of nowhere. I've been in a decent mood this week, but my mood has completely gone

[Cassi]

My dysphoria's hitting me really hard, out of nowhere. I've been in a decent mood this week, but my mood has completely gone

And this too shall pass..............................................

[Allison S]

Seeing a male in the mirror and not wanting to go outside at all..

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

[Cassi]

Sometimes a guy, sometimes not.........................................

Then I start thinking even more deeper like:

If I'm seeing someone who's not a guy, what are others' seeing?
Aside from daughter and her friend I ask dare not.

[Laurel D]

Sometimes I do things that cause me to question my intelligence, like coming to Seattle today. I didn't think about the protest that's going on today. Everything is late and traffic is a mess. I'm not going to make it to where I'm going....oh well...

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

[Allison S]

Sometimes a guy, sometimes not.........................................

Then I start thinking even more deeper like:

If I'm seeing someone who's not a guy, what are others' seeing?
Aside from daughter and her friend I ask dare not.

What do they say?

Sometimes I do things that cause me to question my intelligence, like coming to Seattle today. I didn't think about the protest that's going on today. Everything is late and traffic is a mess. I'm not going to make it to where I'm going....oh well...

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

Happens to me all the time!! Crazy how much I relate to this

Well today I got sir'ed (he saw me a few weeks ago and found out my name by being nosy and reading my paper) and called he multiple times (by same cashier who just seemed to be over it). It sucks I was on a good streak where no one misgendered me before today.

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

[Cassi]

What do they say?

LOL, I should have known you'd ask.

Well, my daughter's friend says that I appear more feminine and happier.  Daughter, especially when the Twin Sisters are brought up will start talking to me like I'm her mom.  For example, it was quite chilly the other day and my twins were perky as all get-out.  Daughter says, don't you just love it when they get so perky.

It was a first for me.  She'll acknowledge my femininity sometimes when she's not too rushed, lol.

[Laurel D]

Well today I got sir'ed (he saw me a few weeks ago and found out my name by being nosy and reading my paper) and called he multiple times (by same cashier who just seemed to be over it). It sucks I was on a good streak where no one misgendered me before today.

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

I got called a dude by a random guy that was talking to me. I still I get misgendered a lot. I know I don't pass, so usually it doesn't bother a lot. ( Ok maybe a little, but I am realistic about how I look.). It bothers me a lot less at work, because of my uniform. ( Even though I always wear makeup and lipstick.)

But this time it bothered me more, because it was my day off and I was in my regular clothes . But I shurrged it off. I'm not were I want to be yet. I will get there one day.



Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

[Rumples]

My eldest being ill this afternoon.

Their speech and understanding is a bit behind, so they were just curled up next to me sobbing, trying to explain what hurt, but not understanding why.

Did what any parent would do: sofa, huge duvet, some My Little Pony on in the background. Was snoring in no time.

[meatwagon]

everything.  just everything.  I'm so sick of every aspect of my life right now, I don't even know if it's worth it to keep going.

[Laurel D]

everything.  just everything.  I'm so sick of every aspect of my life right now, I don't even know if it's worth it to keep going.

I'm sorry your feeling that way right now. And I know I have no idea what you going through. But no matter how bad this moment is. It's not forever. Life never stays bad forever. Believe me, I go through feelings quite often.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

[Allison S]

LOL, I should have known you'd ask.

Well, my daughter's friend says that I appear more feminine and happier.  Daughter, especially when the Twin Sisters are brought up will start talking to me like I'm her mom.  For example, it was quite chilly the other day and my twins were perky as all get-out.  Daughter says, don't you just love it when they get so perky.

It was a first for me.  She'll acknowledge my femininity sometimes when she's not too rushed, lol.

Lol! That's hrt they're always perky aren't they?!

I got called a dude by a random guy that was talking to me. I still I get misgendered a lot. I know I don't pass, so usually it doesn't bother a lot. ( Ok maybe a little, but I am realistic about how I look.). It bothers me a lot less at work, because of my uniform. ( Even though I always wear makeup and lipstick.)

But this time it bothered me more, because it was my day off and I was in my regular clothes . But I shurrged it off. I'm not were I want to be yet. I will get there one day.



Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

Same for me but it really does bother me. I wanna shrug it off.. being misgendered is bringing my mood down. I can't tell anyone about it and it just makes for an uncomfortable situation overall. I need to learn how to shake it off because this is not a way to live

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

[Laurel D]

Same for me but it really does bother me. I wanna shrug it off.. being misgendered is bringing my mood down. I can't tell anyone about it and it just makes for an uncomfortable situation overall. I need to learn how to shake it off because this is not a way to live

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

I'm not going to lie, it's hard sometimes . My heart sinks a little bit and my confidence falls when I get misgendered. It immediately makes me uncomfortable.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

[Allison S]

I'm not going to lie, it's hard sometimes . My heart sinks a little bit and my confidence falls when I get misgendered. It immediately makes me uncomfortable.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

I honestly feel like I need to keep moving because of this. I know it sounds crazy but for my sanity. I can't keep seeing the same people while I'm changing. Not only my roommates but the neighborhood I'm in. I keep seeing the same people since I don't really venture out.

Sent from my SM-G930T using Tapatalk

[meatwagon]

I'm sorry your feeling that way right now. And I know I have no idea what you going through. But no matter how bad this moment is. It's not forever. Life never stays bad forever. Believe me, I go through feelings quite often.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk

I appreciate it.  sometimes it just gets really hard to look ahead when nothing ever seems to change..

[V M]

Feeling like warmed over death and pretending everything's okay

[Cassi]

Feeling like warmed over death and pretending everything's okay

Interesting twist.  So, why pretend, let it out, spill the beans, cough it off, enlighten, etc.

[Laurel D]

I appreciate it.  sometimes it just gets really hard to look ahead when nothing ever seems to change..

What I keep saying to myself, is keep moving forward. Even if all I see ahead is darkness. The light is there. Even if it can't be seen yet, because it's too far away.

Sent from my LG-TP450 using Tapatalk