Had an interview for the position of a carer today for old folks. The stuff I had to fill out was naturally all male male male, man name man name man name. But what ever its formalities and my name is unfortunately not changed or nothing, so I just felt with it.
After all the usual questions interview was over all had went well and I left.
When I was in the car about to leave she runs up to me tell me that I had more than liekly got the job. But as my transition is not to the point I'm officially female I would have to work mostly with male patients and the team I would be working with will naturally be more men. I felt sick but thought no point showing her that, so I just said well it'll be alright asking as my name tag still says Rachel, she said it would most likely have to be my old name.
I felt so rotten, I could bring myself to say anything on it and left.
I feel like garabage after this >-bleeped-<ty day.
Feel sick and ugly and like some sort of halfling.
