Susan's/me/humanity

[XxCosmicEvan]

I Hate being transgender
i get confused even when i understand my own mind
when i look outside my window i know i'm alone iv'e never been heard and never will be heard
Iv'e faild my g.e.d i faild school, i faild people who thought i could be something.
Even my own community doesn't like me that's another story hidden in time surrounded by fog
covered with dust and everything nothing's left after so long people forget.
You know, iv'e always liked people but with Aspergers people never like you
never understand you and find u creepy, it's to bad susan's had to do the same to me.
What did i do?
AVPD
PTSD
Minor mr
Aspergers
is that what i did? exist?
live, look into others eye's and try to help but eventually fell myself? because not even the people i tried to help
could understand me because i'm so different i probably make no sense to half of humanity.
You look at this and you'll laugh
because you'll remember

[Melanie ♡]

is this a poem?  it's beautifully written <3 I think you have a lot of potential to go far

[XxCosmicEvan]

In a messed up way yes, nobody will see it like that though or look at it like that

[XxCosmicEvan]

People just don't get it, i wanted to see if they'd get it.
it's dumb thoughts on a sheet of paper emotions that can be interested wrong 
but show signs of pain. Reverting to writing is my escape so i did it i wrote it.

[Mariah]

Your being heard now and your not alone. We are hear for you. I know the path we walk down isn't easy and with other disabilities on top of that doesn't make it any easier. The fact you are here and posting shows you are succeeding at something. It's spoken from your health with how you feel and that is so important. Hang there. Hugs
Mariah

[Melanie ♡]

People just don't get it, i wanted to see if they'd get it.
it's dumb thoughts on a sheet of paper emotions that can be interested wrong 
but show signs of pain. Reverting to writing is my escape so i did it i wrote it.

i don't see dumb thoughts it's really amazing.

[XxCosmicEvan]

i don't see dumb thoughts it's really amazing.

Thank you melanie

[Tech_Nymph]

Dear Evan,
I can hear you like the forest birds singing their sweet song on a warm summer's eve.
You look through the window again and you'll see,
You'll see an ocean of compassion emanating from this family.
Free of judgment, full of love.
Just like the forest bird's songs singing up above.
One day you'll laugh, but not remember.
The days of old, when faith was weak.
The time when you had your doubts
And this family put you back on your feet.
You'll laugh at the forest birds as they flutter and fly
Singing their sweet song across they sky.

For you, may you never have to feel alone.