Quote from: AnonyMs on June 07, 2016, 10:18:22 AM
Its not really a rational fear as it is quite safe, but I guess you know that. I think I'd ask if they could give you any medication prior next time, perhaps some anti-anxiety meds or something. I think you'd need to ask the anesthesiologist to be safe.
I've been under GA a few times and its doesn't bother me in the slightest. The canula they put in beforehand though makes me feel sick. Its ridiculous, but I find the idea of SRS less stressful than having an injection.
It's not so much the injection - it's that surrendering control and potentially never knowing anything more. Again totally irrational, because I've been quite happy to surrender to morphine on waking up.
I'm exactly the same - the surgery doesn't particularly phase me. If you have to do something, you have to do it. It's purely the GA, and even having had it before has done nothing to help that fear. I woke up crying with relief that I was still alive.
Even the fact that I know it doesn't make me nauseous or depressed, which I hear are very common, does nothing. I actually react to it in a really good way but I can't get the fear gone. I'll definitely be asking for a stronger sedative than last time, and (good idea - thank you) from the anaesthetist having explained all this, rather than a pre med nurse on the ward.
Blood though - I faint at the sight of it. Did when they removed the drain last time, did at a bris of a clients new son I was invited to, did when i cut my finger on kitchen scissors. Hot and weak and gone - every time.
I'd happily go abroad for this when the time comes, so I found the review fascinating. But do these private hospitals all have full crash teams and casualty departments on site? That's why I think oh, seed of doubt.