Well last night I went to my first trans group and met a lot of trans people from South Africa.
It was so awesome and positive. I realised I can go on my knees and thank God for the genetics I have and that I have been given very feminine features. This makes my life easier as I realised I am so privileged to do almost nothing and look female. It is not about passing but everybody would love the ease of it in their lives and I have that.
Then I found out that I can change my name and gender marker even now if I want too and that gives me a new id number, yeah.
So I want to do it before finishing my degree and graduating so that I can get my new name and id on my certificate that is going to make the future so much easier.
Also my recruiter that got me the job is a lgbt supporter and she is super excited to makeup me for events and stuff. She said I must wait 6 months before coming out and make myself indispensable first.
I am wondering what do I want from my ex that my new life can't be better in. Okay maybe finding a partner will be easier but what else?
