True Love

[Gina_Taylor]

Thank you Louise for your kind and heart felt words. We really did enjoy our time together. Because we took the time to get to know each other before actually meeting each other, there wasn't much of a surprise when we actually meet each other, and I really feel that this made us both feel so much more comfortable with each other. Some friends had noticed that I was glowing from ear to ear.

Gina

[cindybc]

Hi Gina just popped in to say congrats. Girl meets girl on Susan's highway to happiness. Well I was here about 7 years ago that I met Wing Walker and we wee married 4 years ago and are now living happily ever after. "Hee, hee, hee."
Truly I wish happiness for the both of you.



Cindy

[Gina_Taylor]

Thanks Cindy for your delightful words. Jessi still can't believe her luck with us and how well we get along.

Near the end of the year(September - November), Jessi and I hope to get everything finallized and tie the knot. I'm sure that we'll have as lengthy a relationship as you and Wing Walker has had.

Gina 

[gennee]

Count your blessings,Gina. It's wonderful when you connect with someone.

Gennee

[Maebh]

Near the end of the year(August - November), Jessi and I hope to get everything finallized and tie the knot. I'm sure that we'll have as lengthy a relationship as you and Wing Walker has had.

Gina 

Hope you'll see each other again before... Who's driving next time?
Congrats and all the best to both of you.

HLLL&R

Maebh

[Kate Thomas]

Congraulations Gina And Jessi!


news such as this brings a warm  smile to my face. ( and many others i am sure)

Best Wishes
Kate Alice

[Gina_Taylor]

Thank you Gennee. I have been counting my blessings ever since we meet, and yes it's been an absolutely wonerful thing that we connected so well.

I'm planning on seeing her by August, and I'll be flying. Less chance of getting lost. LOL. I'm planning a trip for around late August.

Thanks Kate Alice for your warm words of kindness.

Even though Jessi has had some maratial problems before, as I'm sure a lot of y'all have had, since we both come from the same chapter, I don't see us running into any problems, because we bother understand each other so well, and that is one of the reasosn that we get along so well. 

Gina 

[Louise]

Glad to hear that your relationship seems to be blooming.

[Gina_Taylor]

Thanks Louise. We have tentatively set a date for our wedding, but in reality we could run into a  bit of  problem because of the same sex marriage laws. So we're thinking about getting it done at City Hall. Would this be easier? Any suggestions?

Gina 

[Kate Thomas]

So which state are you getting married in? FL or CA is one favored over the other?

[Gina_Taylor]

We'll be getting married in the state of Florida. I was just checking on the Internet, and it does look pretty simple to get married at City Hall. Lot less work and we can save a whole lot of money as well! The way that I'm thinking is for what we'll be saving on the wedding we can put into the reception. 

Gina and Jessi 

[gennee]

I would imagine Florida would be cheaper. It's quite expensive in Calif.

Gennee

[cindybc]

Hi Gina Taylor, I do pray for the best for you hon. Paula I have been together for four years with only two heated argument between us. We are close to one an other and the empathy in myself tends to allow us to become like one of mind. It has been a really good thing that we have met or otherwise we may have been without a partners for the res of our lives. Where ever Wing Walker goes, I follow. We have shared so many good times together. It has been a good union of body and souls.

Cindy

[Gina_Taylor]

Hopefully everything should cost around $600.00. I'm hoping that our relationship will last as long as yours  Cindy. I do feel the same way as you do with being as one mind, becasue we surprise each other by thinking a lot along the same lines. The union of body and soul is so cool!

Gina 

[cindybc]

Hi Gina Taylor
Well I'm certainly happy for you. Isn't it wonderful to emerge as the women having experienced the growth brought about by ones very own depth of emotion, and awakening to a much greater and brighter level of our spectrum of consciousness. Knowing how to intensely have love for another, like never before experienced. Sometimes I love to cuddle up to Wing Walker and enjoy this new feeling. To damned with the old tapes and their restrictions and past conditioning's. Eventually those old tapes will rewind themselves and begin a new set of values and perceptions.

Cindy 

[jessi73]

Thanks for your kind words Cindy.   I feel the same way.  Gina and I have experienced love that seems to be unconditional.  I never thought that it would happen to me.  I was so affraid of getting involved with someone thinking that they would find out what my old tapes had on them.  She knows everything about me, and she has shown me love and kindness that my ex only tried to do.  She says that she hopes it will last at least as long as yours, but I feel there is no hope needed.  We seem to be perfect for each other and I feel that I will always feel that way.  The only bad thing is that I have to tell her mom about my past tonight.  She is not that open minded and I am worried at what she may try to do.  She has her suspicions, and to ease her mind and to stop her interigations, I will lay it all the line tonight.   We both feel that it is best and we need to get this out in the open.  I so wish I could just forget about the past and concentrate on the future.  The only thing is, is that my past is what made me into the woman that I am today.  Without it, I would just be an average girl, now I am an exceptional woman, yes, you may see me as concited (not sure of the spelling on that and too lazy to use spell check)but I am just confident in my outcome.  Thank you again for your kind words and I hope to talk to you in the future.  Love is such a wonderful and weird thing.  I am glad that I get to share it with her.
                               JESSI 

[cindybc]

Hi Jessi hon. we are all special in this group all will not come out the other end without fighting their own private battles for survival, and that is exactly what it is in early transition. That is probably the only reason I have decided to stay on this board and that is because I really do care for everyone on this board, especially the kids, like I have said before I love them like they were my kids.

And now about the cuddling, that is a new experience for me but a couple of nights ago I awoke in fear, don't remember what it was, probably just a bad dream and I kind of curled up in the fetal position as much as I could against Wing Walkers tummy and I felt her put her arm around me. That is the most awesome feeling I have ever felt. The warm and the fuzzies? Yeah I suppose but it's more then that. I just felt so loved and protected, goodness I don't remember ever feeling like that at least note since I was a little kid. It feels so wonderful to have someone who care and loves you. Geee there was once upon a time I would not have shared these feelings like out of a Harlequin Romance novel.

Hon I believe that once we have gone through transitioning the realisation of who we are becomes quite clear. Our emotions feeling and intuition and capability to love another through a woman's eyes and the awareness of not just her being but also their mate.  Sincronosities now those are truly uncanny, knowing what each others is thinking before we say the words. Like minds. Anyway these discoveries are wonderful and their are no reason's why we can't enjoy them.

Cindy     

[Gina_Taylor]

Oh Cindy, there's no need to be so formal, please call me Gina.

But yes, I agree 100% with you and your wonderful thoughts that it is so wonderful to experience the growth of a blossoming relationship that has lead into an unconditional love between Jessi and myself. For I too enjoyed cuddling up with Jessi and accepting 100% for what she is and not what she was. For like yourself, I have almost erased the old tapes and have started on a new perception and values of what our lives will be.

Now Jessi, like I said to your recently, I have been on cloud 13 since we started our relationship, and I know that you've been there as well. We've been totally honest with each other and that has made our relationship stronger. I agree with you there, Jessi that there should be no doubts in my mind and that our relationship will stand the test of time just as well as Cindy and Wing Walker's relationship has. As for my mom, she shouldn't pose too much of a problem, as long as she knows the truth, then there will be no more problems.

Yes, you are a very exceptional woman and yes love is a wonderful and weird thing and I'm really pleased to be sharing it with you as well.  But believe me Jessi, you are far from being conceited. I may not be a good judge of character, but conceited you are not. Sure you may be overly worried about certian things, but I can live with it.

Y'know Cindy, it would be so nice if my mom could see Jessi for the woman that she is becoming and not the person that she is leaving behind, as I have.

Gina 

[cindybc]

Your mom may not react very much at the first time she meets Jessi, it might take a bit of time. It is not your moms fault it happens to most TS's family. Many a times it is just plane not knowing about Transe. They just need to get accustomed and educated. If they accept neither then it could be a bit more complicated and difficult a barricade to breach. If that's the case you may want to just pull back for a while.

That cloud wont fade it just becomes more prominent as time goes bi. It took me a while before I felt comfortable enough for me to sleep in the same bed as Wing Walker. It wasn't her fault, actually it had nothing to do with our relation ship. I just had gone through to many abusive relations ships. It just took time for that part in me to awaken. I believe that after being 2 years on estrogen kind of slowly changed my feeling about things. Well I am stepping out right now but I will be looking forward to a response.

Cindy 
   

[jessi73]

Hey Cindy,
   I went ahead and told her mom about us last night.  I know for a fact that it took her breath away when she found out for sure that I used to be a man.  She said that she still liked me as a person, but, isn't sure if I would be the right choice for her daughter to spend the rest of her life with.  Her dad took it alot harder than I thought.  He won't even look at her or be in the same room as her.  I hope I didn't just ruin their family.  I knew it was going to be a hard thing to do, but I also knew that I had to do it.  The questions and interigations were getting to personal.  Gina is proud that I went ahead and did it.  I am now totaly second guessing my decision.  Not to spend it with her but on telling her family.  All I wanted was for them to know the truth and we both thought that they were ready to hear it.  Why can't it all be just peaches and cream?  Why can't they see that I am a woman and no matter what has happened in my past I still love Gina.  I guess we will find out today what the outcome of all this will be.  I will let you know later when we find out. 
    As for Gina and I, well we are on a cloud.  The cuddling is one of my most favorite things to do.  To lay your head on the chest and hear the heart beat of the one you love just beating away.  It is so awesome.  We have a very strong bond and I am just amazed at how it all came about.  What more could you want.  I have someone that I can talk to about anything and do whatever we want to  together.  We laugh all the time and can't sleep when the other  is hurting.  I am so glad to hear that you and wing walker are doing so well too.  It gives me peice of mind that things will work out the wat they are suppose to.  I hope to talk with you later.
                                     JESSI