What should I do???

[DiscreetGirl]

I'm a 16 yr old boy, that lives in a real judging town. I afraid that I come out, that I'll be made fun of, lose my "fake" friends. Which I would have without having any friends at all. I love anime and I have fetishs for bras, thongs, girl clothes, and sex etc. I can't stand I was born a boy, I used to get over it, but now it comes back after 2 months of not thinking about it. I want girl parts, I wan't to be treated like I girl. But my biggest fear that is going to college, I wanted to go to army, but the wait would kill me, so I want to go into computers like working in a store, build computers that fits customer needs. Fixing computers and making them work better. I want to know of a college that supports trans, and most likely in a republican state, since I have a hate for the other party. Thanks, DiscreetGirl

[stephaniec]

you could start by talking to your school counselor about colleges.

[Dena]

Welcome to Susan's Place. With about 40 years in the computer industry, I have spent some time repairing and designing large computers. Most of the time I have programmed them and worked on programs with over 100,000 lines of code. It helps to have a college education or trade school to start you in a profession such as this. If you truly enjoy this type of work, it can for a short time distract you from the discomfort you are feeling and help you make the type of money you might need for a transition.

As for friends, I wouldn't have a friend who couldn't accept me for what I am. However you may be surprised by how people would treat you once the truth was known. I have traveled over a good deal of the United States as well as have lived as a woman for about 35 years and I have never had a problem with how people treated me even though some of them figured it out. I respect other people but I act like I belong. I don't show or feel fear of others and they treat me with the respect that everybody deserves.

If you had breast, you would find it hard to hide them and if your face was feminine, it would be hard to hide that. I think you would find living as a girl far more comfortable than being a girl trying to live as a boy. I understand the fear you feel as I had it when I was younger but there is nothing to fear. Feel free to ask me any questions you have and I will be glad to answer them for you.

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[audreelyn]

Why have a hate for a party that is in full support of your rights? :/

Audree

[purplewuggybird]

Generally in my view conservative republican colleges don't accept trans* students and don't have your rights at the forefront of policy. That isn't always true, but I think you're going to find trouble with your criteria for colleges.


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[Dena]

  Political discussions belong in politics. Please try to stay on topic 

[Laura_7]

This:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,205514.msg1825163.html#msg1825163

and this :

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,188309.msg1674885.html#msg1674885

might help you.

Concerning politics you might try to stand above it.

Imo there are a few tactics that apply still:
-bread and games for the people . Meaning keeping people occupied with loud speeches ...
-divide and conquer : trying to divide people so they do not stand together.

In the end its all humans, with the same needs and cravings (except for a few bad apples who are greedy).

A bit a philosophical outlook might help try to stand above it ...


*hugs*

[DiscreetGirl]

snip

Thanks, hopefully I can find a program within my town, then that way I have money to move to another state and get work done

snip

By hate I meant I hate the two people that are running for the big house.

[GarryLynn]

Why have a hate for a party that is in full support of your rights? :/

Audree

Ikr that's what I was thinking too