Hi everyone, I explicitly came out to one of my sisters and discussed my desire to transition. Although she said it's my life and I should do whatever I want that can make me feel happy, she also said a bunch of transphobic things about trans bodies and using rude terms like "cutting off your breasts" (I'm a trans man), or wondering why I can't just live with this body. I said it can't be understood by someone who doesn't go through it. I tried to make her understand that living like this is worse than any long transitioning process. She also used feminine words to describe me, something I didn't really need, and something that would sound hilarious if it wasn't a difficult situation, because NO ONE ever told me I'm feminine (because I'm genuinely not) or "pretty" or "delicate", because objectively speaking I'm not. I'm not the macho type, but I'm not the effeminate type either. And physically I pass most of the time, even if just as a young guy who didn't complete puberty yet (lack of facial hair is a bigger issue than everything else).
So I don't really know how to feel. I'm just crying now, so much I can barely see what I'm writing on the screen. I really don't know why but I felt humiliated despite being told she supports my decision to transition.
