Okay, so.. some of you on Susan's know me, most don't. But.. I'm slowly starting the transition process of male to female and I've finally told my family.. they accept me, and I knew they would. They don't treat me much different, but my dad still doesn't completely understand.. I know it takes time. I'm just waiting to talk to him in detail and start seeing a therapist, so then we could get it all out in the open. After that, I'm hoping to be referred to a gender therapist so THAT journey can be started. It's a very long process, I know. I've done lots of research, and..
Thing is, I mostly pass. Yeah, I don't have breasts, but so what? My natural long hair, trained voice, and natural feminine self is distracting. Lol I've had two cops mistake me for a woman, but they weren't mistaken haha. I'm very thankful for what I naturally have, it's just I'm still kind of closed off. Problems I do have, like with my big nose, I imagine that hormones can mostly change it. Hopefully I won't need any surgeries... except for SRS of course! I'm just kind of scared.. once you start you can't go back. I know I'm a woman, but I just don't want to mess my life up.. Like, what if something happens and I can't pay for my prescribed hormones anymore? I could get osteoporosis. For those who don't know what that is, it's basically very frail, easy to break bones, easy to bruise skin, etc. Death is possible. I want to transition.. I just don't want to make any mistakes while I'm transitioning. Can anyone give me any reassurance? I'm just so worried. I can't stop stressing about it because if I'm going to transition... it won't be long until I start.
