I'm sad, but in a good way just as the title states. I've found a part of me on this website that I thought was gone forever. That was one of the reasons I stopped talking and ended up leaving a few times. It wasn't because of anyone on the forum, but because I felt that I had to start over again and I had no idea how to do that. If you're wondering what I mean by a part of me, I found my old blog on a closed part of the forum. Took a bit of searching through old posts, but I finally found it. There is a lot of information about me and Mellysia (my real me) in that blog that I could never replicate and I don't remember any of it......a major issue that I'm trying to resolve medically. I have really bad time lapses and memory issues.
I feel much better now though. I feel that I can maybe start being the rowdy pink stuffed dragon that used to roam around the forum.

I kinda want to cry now that I think about it a bit more. Anyone who's been active on the forums since early 2013 will remember this picture.

As a previous forum member said when she saw the picture and it became my signature for a long time.
"Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for are crunchy and go well with ketchup" XD