I really hate being transgender sometimes....

[archlord]

I still hate being transgender... however less then being a guy!

Im so tired of getting people interested to me and at the moment i tell them i am trans they just run away.... just why? they have interest in me and they think im beautiful .. Why does a gender make so much a difference :/ ( i want the bottom surgery asap)

At least... i tell myself that im lucky to be that beautiful and that so many pretty woman/guy hit on me... Just that... i wish that i was cisgender 

[Mallory]

Trigger warning..

Because natural vagina and people generally lacking self awareness and are too rigid in their socially conditioned ways.

[KayXo]

Im so tired of getting people interested to me and at the moment i tell them i am trans they just run away.... just why? they have interest in me and they think im beautiful .. Why does a gender make so much a difference :/ ( i want the bottom surgery asap)

Becoming deeply intimate with a man (not including one night stances) is no fun either if you hide your past to him. I'm post-op 10 yrs, I know! But, I understand wanting the feeling of just being treated like a normal cisgirl by a guy, wanting the same thing as them...and experiencing it just for awhile...and that's why I'm telling you, get the hair down there treated with electrolysis before Brassard because if you end up with hair post-op, that might give you away! Also, if you want (in my opinion), better results aesthetically than Brassard, and if you can afford it, go to Dr. Suporn or Dr. Chettawut in Thailand. Totally worthwhile!