Hi girls I'm new to this site and I'm sorry if this post comes out weird
I've identified as a girl for about one year now and while I've done lots of research I'm still not very satisfied and I have one problem
I don't experience dysphoria regarding my genitalia and rather like it the way it is, I know that hormones will bring it into atrophy and well I know I can't stop it a hundred percent but I don't want it to just shrink away. I've heard people say "use it or lose it" so I'm guessing that if i stimulate myself sexually then it wont shrink too much? Basically i just don't want it to lose most of its girth and length, I'm not concerned with fertility or anything like that just size.
I'm still along way from starting my transition and I know I might change my mind but for right now I really want to know this because I don't want srs and want to keep my current genitalia at the size and functionality it is now (like i said i know some of it will have to go but i think my point is evident.)
I know it may seem like a weird question but if anyone has answers and/or experience I would love to know because I don't know any other transgirls and I'm tired of reading articles by cis people on the trans experience. So if anyone could help I would greatly appreciate i'm really confused and just want some answers.