being at school and being ftm

[Jaydeen]

hello im jayden. i came out as ftm and my family isnt so happy but all my friends dont really care they still see me as me. but only 2 teachers at my school call me jayden and he/him. now i have a homemade binder i made a good one before but long story with that one but now i tryed to make one with lace didnt work and i made one again but it doesnt work that great and and i try to make sure not to use tape or ban-aids. so when im at school my binder falls off so binder fails every time. and i put my hair in a hat but my teachers say to take it off and when i asked if i can use both bathrooms i got yelled at alot. my school is bad. and lets not forget i cant pass because my family wont let me step even a foot out of the house looking like male     and my school doesnt let me even. i dont know.
-jay
im really scared even to say anything