Hi everyone,
I am Davina,
For most almost all my life i have known i was a girl/woman. For most of that i did not know what to do about it. However later in life i learnt more about being transgendered and realised i was a MTF transsexual.
It is one thing knowing you are transsexual and its completely another thing knowing what to do about it. That was me. I have tried to transition a couple of times in my life and have always backed out. Especially the last attempt.
I am married and we are both unhappily married to each other. But we have 2 young children. It was this reason that i never went through with the transition previously and just hid away from my Dysphoria for a few more years thinking i would be Ok and could fight it.
Well i couldnt. I now want to transition more than ever as i had been left depressed about life and had little self esteem. Since i have made a commitment to go through with my transition, my life has turned around for the good. Health wise and in life generally. Besides that i am meeting the ENDO soon to start HRT. I cant wait. This time i also have a great therapist who is so supportive.
I have not come out yet to anyone, including my wife and dont plan to do so until 6 months on HRT. In the meantime i am moving ahead and preparing myself for womanhood.
Love Davina
