Well, I've joined the special club of the Trans homeless.

[stephaniec]

Through a combination of events this past week I was evicted from the apartment I've lived in for some 18 years. I have a feeling a little transphobia was mixed into the broth that has made me into a street person, but there are a lot of factors that occurred in a short period of time that spiraled into my downfall. The positives are that warm weather is here and I have a very dedicated social worker that has been my savior through very difficult times. She's pulled me from suicide and depression and nightmarish crippling mental issues. I walked into her office today in tears accompanied by my old companion suicide and I walked out with Chinese food and Coke in my stomach and a warm crown of hope. I wish everyone in need of hope and loving care could have a therapist like her.

[Tysilio]

Stephanie, I'm so sorry this has happened to you. I'm glad you have that SW -- she sounds like a gem, and I'm sure she'll be working her tail off to help you with more than Chinese and Coke! (Although when they come up with the C&C, you know they really care!)  Take care of yourself, and do NOT lose that hope. You've come this far, and you'll get through this, too. Sending you my very best wishes.

[stephaniec]

thank you

[SophieD]

I am so sorry to hear the bad news (leavened by some human generosity).  I hope things take a positive turn quickly; I'm sure they will.

[ToniB]

Hi Steph stay positive and hang on in there .I am sure that things will work out for You in the long term

Hugs Toni

[zirconia]

That must have been a shock. I'm glad someone is helping you, and hope things will get resolved soon.

[arice]

I'm sorry that you have lost your home but relieved that you have someone helping you. I hope your situation is resolved soon and that you are able to move forward stronger and happier than ever.

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[stephaniec]

thanks for all the positivity.

[April_TO]

Sending you positive vibes - stay blessed!

[kelseygal]

Oh know, I'm so sorry Stephanie You are such a sweetie, and I know that the good will come back around. Hang in there, it def sounds like you have some good support there! And we are here for you too *hugs*

J

[islandgirl]

So sorry to hear your news! It is wonderful that you have such a person as your social worker, who can give you support in these times of need. Hope is critical! Hopefully you will find your 'feet' soon! Hugs!

[DawnOday]

Through a combination of events this past week I was evicted from the apartment I've lived in for some 18 years. I have a feeling a little transphobia was mixed into the broth that has made me into a street person, but there are a lot of factors that occurred in a short period of time that spiraled into my downfall. The positives are that warm weather is here and I have a very dedicated social worker that has been my savior through very difficult times. She's pulled me from suicide and depression and nightmarish crippling mental issues. I walked into her office today in tears accompanied by my old companion suicide and I walked out with Chinese food and Coke in my stomach and a warm crown of hope. I wish everyone in need of hope and loving care could have a therapist like her.

Besides my therapist, I would be contacting a lawyer also.

[stephaniec]

well, I got the shock of a life time. I stayed up all night wandering the city wondering what I needed to do to keep on going. I came face to face with why a woman shouldn't wander the streets at 3 AM by herself , but that's another story. I get back to my neighborhood at 12 pm and go to a restaurant across the street from my apartment building. I was on the internet trying to reserve a room at the Hilton down the street for the night until I could see about government housing. I'm sitting there trying to figure out why the Hotel site wouldn't let me log on. I see someone coming towards me out of the side of my eye and look up to see my sister and my niece staring at me. I haven't seen my sister in 20 years. It was quite a shock to say the least. I guess my sister found out what happened and wanted to help out. I guess the landlord didn't want to evict me. My sister got me a room at the Hilton for 3 days and I can go back to my apartment Monday.

[Cindy]

Thank god for this

[SophieD]

That is wonderful news!

[JLT1]

That is a roller coaster of a ride.  It seems it has all worked out.  This is great.

Be safe.  No more wondering around!.

I look forward to what ever additional details you wish to share.

Hugs Girl!

Jen

[arice]

Thank goodness!

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[SophiaBleu]

I have been reading your posts. You seem such a sweet person. So sorry you had to go through this. But silver lining - a sister you haven't seen in 20 years!!  Stay safe.   

[Miharu Barbie]

But silver lining - a sister you haven't seen in 20 years!!  Stay safe.   

I would have to say the silver lining here is that you did not surrender to the impulse to kill yourself!  What a waste that would have been.  And we all would have missed the best part of this story.

Among the gold standard of bad ideas, suicide is ALWAYS the mother-of-all-bad-ideas!

Stay safe and always value yourself.

[stephaniec]

thanks everyone. Pretty weird , I haven't been so depressed since before I knew I could make this journey.  My sister says she totally accepts my transition. Does anyone know how to work those single cup coffee things. I got one in my hotel room that doesn't want to make me coffee.