It made me sad when I saw your account up for deletion because I saw how long you were a member. By the way, while a moderator could remove an account, that is reserved for Cindy.
In response to your question, yes it's possible to recover the old posts and combine them with your current account. I am not sure if it's something any administrator can do or if it requires data base manipulation but I know that Susan has done it for several accounts. I would suggest when you reach 15 posts, if Susan hasn't seen this thread, you PM her with the request.
In the future, if you need somebody to talk with feel free to PM me. I am not sure how much I can help but I would be happy to listen.