Ok, so I've had quite a few sessions (10 or so) with my gender therapist. He has focused alot on my (not allowed) and the fact that I possibly have Asperger. we've talked a lot about my gender issues though. I'd like to point out I still haven't done anything relevant (e.g. laser, electrolysis). the only things are like wearing cord bracelets, trimming body hair; painting toenails.
I understand that I'm the one mainly responsible for what I do etc but often after the therapy session I feel worse than before. The sessions are usually once every 1-2 weeks (80 euros! ) Often he tells me he believes my issue is more (not allowed) and less gender dysphoria (which makes me very angry). I told him once that gender dysphoria plays a Very important role. I also asked him when will I take the "Asperger" test he wants me to and his reply was "in another session". Basically I feel I'm almost going backwards. I keep going but I don't know what else to do currently. Maybe he's waiting for me to "move on"?
Are you supposed to feel worse after the therapy session?
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edit: I tried to ask him whether we could arrange the sessions more apart and he replied saying he prefers every week... (could he be doing this almost only for money?)