so I went to church today expected it to be the same but it wasn't. in all my years I have never seen anything like I did today. it was calm and peaceful. so much so I could focus and I was able to grab everything that was said (abeit I just minuses the god part out of it) and really absorb it. I gave god one point because it was what I need to hear. basically what was said was just a simple question. we are all given things and the question is with what are you doing with what you are given? this means are we taking what we are given and doing something with it or are we just burying it and doing nothing out of fear. this got me because I realized maybe I could do more, do something bigger than myself or at least attempt it by taking small steps. maybe I should just get back up and at least try again. my first step was just really just listen. maybe I'll admit it soon enough. however at the end it was emphasized that we are only given a set amount of time. once time is up, its up so those who think they have time are severely miscaculating.
