I'm genderfluid, though most of the time I lean towards male in my identity. I've medically transitioned to a certain extent, been on T for 6 months, and really enjoyed the changes that were going on. The break I took was mainly due to health reasons, and I am looking forward to continuing/restarting T whenever it's possible, to attain a more masculine androgynous appearance, also I have a lot of dysphoria about my voice and T was already helping with that. It also made me feel mentally WAY better when I was on it. A lot less dysphoria, I was calmer, more focused, less depressed.
GRS would help my dysphoria, I'm fairly certain of that, but at the same time, I am both, and I feel that being both is a part of me.
Maybe I am meant to live this lifetime as a boy with a pretty girl costume to slip into from time to time. I just don't think that I'm ready to make that choice yet, even if it was within the realm of possibility financially. Top surgery is my main interest there. It would certainly make me feel more comfortable, but for many reasons (spirituality, my pansexual lover likes them, I may want to breastfeed if we have a child) I want to keep them for now. Down the line, they may eventually go, but they're alright for now.