Yeah. I'm so exited I can fulfill my lifelong dream. Not to the extent that I would have at twenty but it's a start. The Dr. has notified me that I can start HRT after a physical, Due to probable DES in vitro, besides the mini phallus and late descending testis. I have a defective heart valve that needed to be replaced. Congestive Heart Failure, cholesterol issues and diabetes. According to DES Sons literature I have most the symptoms. I was born 5 years after my sister so it is not a stretch to believe my mother had a miscarriage. I know she had one after I was born. But we were all spaced three years apart. I have spent my whole life confused and angry. So angry I turned the love of my life against me. These last three - four months have been so revealing. What started out as a quest to find why she left me. Ended up being a light turned on. and finding myself/
