pain

[Cindy]

just pain. none relenting pain. my skull is bursting with agony.
i will take your dysphoria and laugh. pain rules me.
i will win, don't play this game i am stronger, pain is just pain.
i take your pain and I will spit in your face.
I am Cindy and you have never met a woman like me.

I am.

[Denni]

Cindy,
Your last statement says it all. You are stronger than this, and you will win!
Hugs, and more Hugs!

[Michelle_P]

Cindy, you are so very strong!

There's a song by Jeff Williams with this chorus, that I have a habit of saying to myself when things get really bad:

i may fall
but not like this-it won't be by your hand
i may fall
not this place, not today
i may fall
bring it all-it's not enough to take me down

[Rachel]

I am sending good thoughts your way, a field of flowers, the smell of spring and the cool mist from a waterfall on a warm sunny day upon your skin.

[stephaniec]

hope you can find a place of peace