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Started by Cindy, July 17, 2016, 09:05:59 AM

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Cindy

July 17, 2016, 09:05:59 AM
just pain. none relenting pain. my skull is bursting with agony.
i will take your dysphoria and laugh. pain rules me.
i will win, don't play this game i am stronger, pain is just pain.
i take your pain and I will spit in your face.
I am Cindy and you have never met a woman like me.

I am.
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Denni

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July 17, 2016, 09:46:27 AM
Cindy,
Your last statement says it all. You are stronger than this, and you will win!
Hugs, and more Hugs!
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Michelle_P

#2
July 17, 2016, 11:47:52 AM
Cindy, you are so very strong!

There's a song by Jeff Williams with this chorus, that I have a habit of saying to myself when things get really bad:

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i may fall
but not like this-it won't be by your hand
i may fall
not this place, not today
i may fall
bring it all-it's not enough to take me down
Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath and fire my spirit.

My personal transition path included medical changes.  The path others take may require no medical intervention, or different care.  We each find our own path. I provide these dates for the curious.
Electrolysis - Hours in The Chair: 238 (8.5 were preparing for GCS, five clearings); On estradiol patch June 2016; Full-time Oct 22, 2016; GCS Oct 20, 2017; FFS Aug 28, 2018; Stage 2 labiaplasty revision and BA Feb 26, 2019
Michelle's personal blog and biography
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Rachel

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July 17, 2016, 01:16:50 PM
I am sending good thoughts your way, a field of flowers, the smell of spring and the cool mist from a waterfall on a warm sunny day upon your skin.
HRT  5-28-2013
FT   11-13-2015
FFS   9-16-2016 -Spiegel
GCS 11-15-2016 - McGinn
Hair Grafts 3-20-2017 - Cooley
Voice therapy start 3-2017 - Reene Blaker
Labiaplasty 5-15-2017 - McGinn
BA 7-12-2017 - McGinn
Hair grafts 9-25-2017 Dr.Cooley
Sataloff Cricothyroid subluxation and trachea shave12-11-2017
Dr. McGinn labiaplasty, hood repair, scar removal, graph repair and bottom of  vagina finished. urethra repositioned. 4-4-2018
Dr. Sataloff Glottoplasty 5-14-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal in office procedure 10-22-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal revision 2 4-3-2019 Bottom of vagina closed off, fat injected into the labia and urethra repositioned.
Dr. Thomas in 2020 FEMLAR
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stephaniec

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July 17, 2016, 01:46:02 PM
hope you can find a place of peace
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