So today was a good day I'm on r&r first stop 5th lazer body hair removal , first time at this clinic fantastic ppricing 449$ for complete body and they did my face for free
Technician was lovely over the 2 or so hours we talked about a variety of topics , eventually I told her why I was doing the lazer and she said she had thought so as she picked up on it when I had requested my face be done
Anyway it's great liberating to be able to talk openly to someone you just met
Next stop local needle exchange it's where I go to get my hrt kits for free and also to see the nurse they have there as she was able to get my last blood tests which show I no longer have the hep c virus so the treatment worked, I had to go through her as my r&r dates did not coincide with the hospital appointment dates so this was the way to handle that
so today went back to get hep a&b vaccine shots for free so during discussing my test Hrt I mentioned I was gradually cutting it down in preparation for estrogen which then led into me coming out to her... and she remarked that she had noticed there was something different about me first time she met me as I was very masculine but was softly spoken and had a peaceful space about me not a blokey type representation
So we had a nice conversation I told her about my dramas with my perception of the psychs evaluation of me
and she recommended I find someone more positive
as I was leaving she said she had been observing me and she could See Me as female and it all made sense I was so happy for her comments was high all day a very positive experience next stop traditional Chinese massage where they walk up and down your back etc..... Put my back, back it place after a couple of weeks of
Next stop my fave adult store, got talking to the girl behind the counter she spoke of how she likednher job there as she could be herself and met and had interesting conversations with people so I told her what I was up to
and she was impressed and very interested in my plans she said she was pan sexual and was was attracted to people's personalities not body's looks etc which I am too, so after a few months of basically misery the clouds finally evaporated and now my purpose is revitalised
I know as a female I look a train wreck but surgery and hormones will fix that, so all in a break day came out to 3perfect strangers and got nothing but admiration and positive affirmations 😹
Oh and I decided to try crossdressing and during my online window shopping I gradually found how much I love female clothing I really love it all the different styles etc
I bought myself some Goth attire which is my taste... Lol nothing fitted when it arrived bit I sent it back and got some replacements that did.. Lol me leggings and a mini skirt looks good though as long as I out apart bag over my head.... So lookng forward to going to an LGBT night club...final part of wardrobe are a set of custom made Spanish boots.... it seems that I am finally Coming out to myself in increments.... I can't describe how good it feels 😊
