It's interesting my new doc.... he,s so excited for me.... It was kind of strange to go from obstructive gate keeping to being welcomed with open arms, I kinda understand his excitement because he is so Happy to set people free.. it must be very rewarding for him/her
when I was doing my evaluation with my new psychiatrist I mentioned that if I was a therapist it would be fascinating to watch a male transition to female.. She heartily agreed and on talking about woman I mentioned how women were surperior to men as they are the template of life and that's why women make such good transmen because they are the template for human life.... She liked that 😊 Whew so refreshing so much better than banging your head against a brick wall...
I always knew my body would lap up estrogen ...so for my first dose I just took half sure enough next morning my nipples are hard and pointy being an ex bodybuilder I know a bit about hormones ...prob more than the average gp as I've used myself as a guinea pig
when I was having my recent lazer hair removal my tech and I were talking about trans issues and it came around to whether I was going to get Breast implants I said for sure I said I would go large due to my size in my mind I thought dd,s but she said to me I could do double F,s ...whoa I must be bigger than I thought
its that dismorphia thing again.... well my nickname at work is "Viking " after the techno Viking
it's funny though my dress code is very loud but I never get any flak about it and it kind of liberates others to do their own thing.. these isolated small population camps lend themselves to some interesting social experiments 😄
As an aside in 2016 my T was 2126 and is now 473 ng/dl
and my e was 173.5 and is now 6.5 pg/ml
from that I can see that the mind is where it happens its not just a hormonal desire
