I'm getting a blood test done tomorrow for when I see my endo in a week and a half. Why am I scared? When I started HRT three months ago he started me off on a low dosage of Premarin because he was worried about interactions with some of the other drugs I'm taking. I'm scared that my liver is rotting and that I'll have to go off hormones. I simply wouldn't be able to handle that- because of bipolar, I've already reached to max amount of misery in my lifetime. (How bad was I suffering due to bipolar? If it weren't for getting shock therapy last year, I wouldn't be alive now.)