TW there is going to be TMI and sexual talk in this post.
Also note that I am writing this from my phone, so excuse grammar and spelling errors.
I got my first packer the other day. I wore it for the first time yesterday. This is embarrassing to talk about, but I have to ask. I wore it yesterday and wasn't prepared for the... pleasure I felt from wearing it. Not just because it rubbed against certain areas, but also pleasure in touching it in my pants, seeing it in my pants, etc.
Please someone tell me that is normal.
Second I took things further today and... masturbated with it. Like jerking it. It isn't one that is meant for pleasure and play, but I massively enjoyed it. I've been feeling very non male lately. My big chest and baby face, etc. But using my packer made me feel so much like a man. Is this something others have experienced?