Hey all, so I've been more or less transitioning for over 5 years now and through all of my experience I still have many unanswered questions about HRT for non-binary AMABs. I spent the first four years of transition as an mtf, but have since realized that I more closely and accurately identify as some form of non-binary and have begun appropriately re-transitioning in a way but I'm unsure what to do about my hormone regimen. I don't want to completely go off of hormones due to the strong masculinizing effects of T (and impending difficulty presenting androgynously), but at the same time don't want to stay on the dosages that my endo put me on in the past as I feel like they're a little too feminizing and reduce my T levels too much. As of then, I've reduced my spiro dosage on my own to a quarter of what'sprescribed, with no adjustment to estradiol and progesterone, but I'm unsure of where to go from here, and haven't seen my endo in quite a while so haven't had a chance to talk to them about it. I haven't noticed much subjective difference since doing so. I'm considering going off of spiro completely and staying on E and maybe/maybe not P, I've heard that E without anti-androgens can be ineffective but I'm wondering to what extent, and considering that I'm young and had relatively low T levels before HRT I feel like it won't be any issue. My goal is to have more balanced hormone levels, obviously not completely balanced, I'd like my E levels to remain higher than my T but I would like to close some of the gap between them if possible and regain the lesser effects of T. I'm having trouble finding resources regarding an HRT situation like this anywhere else online, so any help/advice would be greatly appreciated <3
