And besides youtube, you'd gain a lot by coming out to a female friend of yours, then asking her for advice. Only a few hours ago my bestie let me watch her while she made up her face for a birthday party and wow, she does things so naturally, and FAST! Of course she has been doing that for 10+ years while I'm just a beginner so it's not really surprising, but it makes you think, One day I'm going to be like that... One day I'm going to loathe this chore... 🙂