Hello I am new to this forum. My name is Queen Smith. I fully transittioned a few months ago and I am annoyingly happy. For the first time in my life I am happy and I love myself. I am lucky and I know how lucky I am. I know that most trans people don't get the love and support I got and continue to get. I love and am very grateful for my parents. I met my girlfriend just a few weeks ago and I love her and she loves me. She is cis. She knows I am trans and it doesn't bother her. I wish that all trans people get to be as lucky as me and it saddens me greatly that my transittion is unique because it was so smoothly and with lots of love and support. That's the way it should be for every trans individual. I have no major problems at the moment. I only have very minor problems. I am so insecure about the way I look. Obviously not like I was before but still. I pass well. I am just ugly. My face is girly but ugly. The hormones made me obese. I compare myself to cis women and other trans women and I don't fair too pretty in comparison. Comparing myself to my girlfriend hurts. She is such a hottie and I look extra ugly standing next to her. Told you. Boring and very minor problems. Sometimes I feel pretty and other times I feel ugly as heck. Other than not passing problems are other transwomen insecure about their looks after ? I am sorry if whining about my minor problems make me sound unappreciative and ungreatful.
