To be fair, @ElizabethK.
They did just dodge everything I said and cherry-picked parts.
And I don't think they read older pages, understandable. In short, I don't have the finances or means to get a therapist, so all of this paranoia and persuasion and responsibility talk in reaction to my idle rambling is a little less effective than you might expect.
We're just going back and forth on whether therapists are evil when it probably doesn't even matter for a year or two, as I don't have the finances or means to hire one.
Whether they have the capability to lock me up on a whim like Kelly suggested is irrelevant when I can't even summon one.
Thus, the bridging methods. I do have a psychologist-ish. And she basically ignores everything I say and tries to force me towards her conclusions. Whether "good therapists" outside of her exist is irrelevant when I don't have the means or finances to summon them.
I whine about therapists being obstacles as they literally are obstacles.
An immovable wall I've been tackling for the past few months who just ignores everything I say. Someone saying that any therapist would "agree with me" on a forum is useless when my psychologist will just turn around and say... Nope.
Maybe in America where people can do whatever they want, and the psychologist is more interested in making a quick buck. Hell, there are even young teenagers on full HRT.
I have all the time in the world to ponder over whether therapists might be worth it in a year or two based on information I'm provided about their capabilities and tendencies. I might as-well indulge in my paranoia a little.
Hm, I do have a friend who is more on my wavelength. We even have similar interests. Very similar o.o
Anime. Games. Even code o.o
Uh, that's probably not too relevant. On the bright side, this is apparently a really good university, so it's probably not as shoddy as the previous one. My previous one was absolutely atrocious.
Urm, what was the name again. Uh... I forgot x.x
Apparently, the food there's cheap. That's always good. I'll get to stash part of that money in my bank account. That's how I scrounge for money.
