I'm terrible man....

[Kensi]

I feel that many transgender individuals have experienced moments of clarity like I am currently feeling at this moment. A feeling that this is the correct course. Moments where you realize, you were a terrible man... Things just never seemed correct! Understanding just seems to flow through your mind like a tidal wave. Maybe the reason you have seemed like a failure to yourself is because your not living as you should be, in body and mind. Honestly, I don't know what this post is supposed to be about however I know it has to be said, if only for my own eyes. Hopefully I will read this at a later date when I am feeling down and it will help me feel better

Also, starting my second week absent of Tabaco!!! I know its early, but I hope to of finally kicked the habit for good. Lungs feel better already