Saw my Therapist this morning for the first time since August. In the little questionnaire I did not list any major concerns for the first time. No thought of suicide, depression, confusion, remorse. I thanked Misti for her guidance and we ended up hugging, as I left her office. Seems I left her crying this time. I feel like a complete person now as I always knew it should be. For once I am at peace with my life, my decisions, my wife and family. I realize just how blessed I am. And now I have a whole family of friends to consult. Thank you all so very much.