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RoryM

I need advice on workout methods that will masculinize my body. I am pre-T and am the average weight for my height (for a female) but I have a lot of curves which makes it hard to fit into my guy clothes. What workout methods will help me loose are 15-20 pounds as well as gain a more masculine figure? Also are there any eating habits that would help? Thanks for the advice.
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CMD042414

Without T it will be difficult to masculinize your body honestly. But you'd want to focus on broadening your shoulders to give the illusion at least. For my shoulders I do upright rows and military presses. I also do push-ups though I couldn't do them at all pre T. Before I started T I lost 30 lbs and that helped tremendously. I did that by changing my diet. I actually joined weight watchers and that stuff works! Making my body leaner helped me look more masculine frame wise. I have a lesbian friend who lifts weights consistently and though she's trim she can't gain the muscle mass and body shape that I can. Testosterone is the magic ingredient.
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TransAm

Quote from: CMD042414 on January 06, 2017, 12:01:04 PM
Without T it will be difficult to masculinize your body honestly. But you'd want to focus on broadening your shoulders to give the illusion at least. For my shoulders I do upright rows and military presses. I also do push-ups though I couldn't do them at all pre T. Before I started T I lost 30 lbs and that helped tremendously. I did that by changing my diet. I actually joined weight watchers and that stuff works! Making my body leaner helped me look more masculine frame wise. I have a lesbian friend who lifts weights consistently and though she's trim she can't gain the muscle mass and body shape that I can. Testosterone is the magic ingredient.

^ That just about sums it up.

I know that may sound disconcerting to hear--it certainly was to me pre-T--but it's not all bad. You can initiate workout sessions that focus on building up your shoulders/upper body just for the sake of getting the movements down properly.
Pre-T, I got a gym membership to Anytime because, like you, I wanted to try and masculinize my frame as much as possible before HRT. My stamina sucked (part of that, admittedly, was due to inactivity) and I found myself really struggling to get through the workouts. I felt that I had good 'burst' strength at the time but no sticking power. Anyway, I stuck with it five days a week for a three or four months and saw some very minor improvements. I had to stop going due to undergoing top surgery and ended up being 'off' for about two additional months.
In that period of time, I started HRT immediately after my surgery. When I finally found my way back to the gym, I didn't want to take into account the fact that I'd been off for so long and I stubbornly started off with the weights I'd worked myself up to, knowing in the back of my head it may have been too much.
To my surprise, all of them literally felt like nothing. Those 30lb dumbbells I had been doing single arm rows with felt light. The 80lb seated cable rows were a cinch.
It completely blew my mind. I remember driving home just feeling shocked and a little bewildered.


CMD's right: Losing some fat will help. If you don't have much to lose, getting your feet wet with some free weights will help you with good form for when you can go heavier down the road.
Other than that? Expect modest changes in your endeavors. Working out will make you feel better and set you off in the right direction, but it's really not going to give you a masculine frame/appearance until you start T.
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FTMax

Nothing new to add, but wanted to agree with everything already said.
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dentistsandthedark

I'm not sure what everybody else is talking about? Like yes, pre-t lifting might not be at the same level as when you're on it but there's tons of cis girls who do powerlifting and crossfit with good results... Like this is a girl deadlifting 285lbs at 169lbs bodyweight, and she's not even the strongest one I know...


Do big compound lifts with heavy weight and low reps, you're gonna build muscle and lose fat, T or no T.
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TransAm

Quote from: dentistsandthedark on January 08, 2017, 02:28:23 PM
I'm not sure what everybody else is talking about? Like yes, pre-t lifting might not be at the same level as when you're on it but there's tons of cis girls who do powerlifting and crossfit with good results... Like this is a girl deadlifting 285lbs at 169lbs bodyweight, and she's not even the strongest one I know...


Do big compound lifts with heavy weight and low reps, you're gonna build muscle and lose fat, T or no T.

Yes, women can absolutely get incredibly strong and perform solid lifts. The thing is, they still look like women at the end of the day. Their shoulders are still relatively slight, their hips are still present and they're still going to put on weight/drop weight in female patterns because their systems are predominantly running on E.
This is excellent news for ciswoman looking to get stronger and more toned but not so much for a transman.

No one's saying that he's going to be incapable of gaining muscle or losing fat pre-T, it's just not going to be as effective/noticeable and it's not going to produce the visually masculine frame for which he's looking.
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FTMax

Quote from: Stone Magnum on January 08, 2017, 03:49:31 PM
Quote from: dentistsandthedark on January 08, 2017, 02:28:23 PM
I'm not sure what everybody else is talking about? Like yes, pre-t lifting might not be at the same level as when you're on it but there's tons of cis girls who do powerlifting and crossfit with good results... Like this is a girl deadlifting 285lbs at 169lbs bodyweight, and she's not even the strongest one I know...


Do big compound lifts with heavy weight and low reps, you're gonna build muscle and lose fat, T or no T.

Yes, women can absolutely get incredibly strong and perform solid lifts. The thing is, they still look like women at the end of the day. Their shoulders are still relatively slight, their hips are still present and they're still going to put on weight/drop weight in female patterns because their systems are predominantly running on E.
This is excellent news for ciswoman looking to get stronger and more toned but not so much for a transman.

No one's saying that he's going to be incapable of gaining muscle or losing fat pre-T, it's just not going to be as effective/noticeable and it's not going to produce the visually masculine frame for which he's looking.

Yes, this. No amount of working out is going to change your body so substantially that you are going to pass better pre-T. It's partially why "natural transitioning" is a waste of time and generally not recommended.
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Berserk

Quote from: Stone Magnum on January 08, 2017, 03:49:31 PM
Yes, women can absolutely get incredibly strong and perform solid lifts. The thing is, they still look like women at the end of the day. Their shoulders are still relatively slight, their hips are still present and they're still going to put on weight/drop weight in female patterns because their systems are predominantly running on E.
This is excellent news for ciswoman looking to get stronger and more toned but not so much for a transman.

No one's saying that he's going to be incapable of gaining muscle or losing fat pre-T, it's just not going to be as effective/noticeable and it's not going to produce the visually masculine frame for which he's looking.

Disagree with this, have definitely seen female strength athletes who's physique I'd envy. And this shoulder's relatively slight/hips still present, again, isn't true for dedicated strength athletes (or athletes of more explosive sports) that have been training for years. However, people in general don't become as dedicated to strength training as athletes of these sports do and that's the thing. Like cis men, many trans men go to the gym once or twice a week for a few months and expect some big results. Often those results don't come like they'd hoped because they aren't following a proper program. Those results are easier, yes, for cis men because of testosterone, but there is certainly things a trans man can do to masculinise his body without T. It will just take longer than it would with cis men if that trans guy isn't on T. Its frustrating seeing posts like the ones in this thread because they tend to perpetuate myths that aren't necessarily true and end up being discouraging for those who aren't on T for whatever reason thinking that's its not worth even trying when in fact there is still a lot of strength and size they can achieve without being on T. I'd also mention that it also depends on each individual person's physique. Some people also put on muscle more easily than others.

@RoryM, if you're comfortable could you give your height and weight? That might be helpful in getting a picture of what you mean by average weight for your height and what you've got to work with. Do you have any kind of athletic background?

As far as a routine that would help you trim some fat and build more muscle, there are plenty of pre-made routine you could follow, though it would depend on your experience. From your post it sounds like you might not have a lot of experience in a weight room. If that's the case, for the first couple months it might be beneficial for you to start with a simple 3x8-12 program. The 8-12 rep range is optimal for muscle hypertrophy. I'd also suggest sticking with free weights, not weight machines, with the majority of your lifts being compound lifts rather than isolation. The main reason, though, that I'd suggest starting out with a 8-12 rep range over going straight to lower rep ranges (3-8) is because if you're fairly new to lifting, you should be careful with pushing yourself too hard too early. I'd give it 2-3 months before moving toward low rep work. You also want to make sure you've got a stable foundation with good technique before you start hitting those lower rep ranges.

With those rep ranges in mind, the exercises you'd want to properly learn and stick to:

Barbell Squats
Barbell Deadlifts
Barbell Standing Overhead Press
Dumbbell Shoulder Press (Seated)
Barbell Bench Press or Dumbbell Bench Press
Lat Pull Downs
Rows (of any kind, can be machine, barbell, dumbbell)

Don't go overboard with isolation exercises, I'd keep it to:

Dumbbell Curls (can choose one type and stick to it for a few months, ex. regular, hammercurls, reverse curls etc.)
Dumbbell Tricep Extensions (again, choose a type and stick to it ex. Overhead extensions, skullcrushers, French press etc.)
Stick to only 1 type of these with only 3 sets per session. Don't be one of those people who spends half their time curling.

If over time you notice particular weak points then add things like calf raises or shoulder raises. Can't stress though how pointless it is to go overboard on isolation, when compound will do much more for you.

Doing all of these in the same session would obviously be pretty taxing, so you could split it up between 2-3 days per week. For example:

Monday:
Squats 3x8-12
Standing Overhead Press 3x8-12
Seated Shoulder Press 3x8-12

Wednesday:
Deadlift 3x8-12
Lat Pull Downs 3x8-12
Bicep curls 3x8-12

Friday:
BB Bench Press 3x8-12
BB Rows 3x8-12
Tricep extensions 3x8-12

Remain aware of how your body adapts to the weight and increase weight as needed so that you're always challenging yourself. If you can go 3x15 at a given weight, for example, its definitely time to up the weights. If you're going for 12 you should be really struggling by the end of that 12th rep.

At least 20 minutes of medium to intense cardio per session is also a good idea. Not just for losing body fat, but for cardiovascular health evidently.

Quote from: dentistsandthedark on January 08, 2017, 02:28:23 PM
I'm not sure what everybody else is talking about? Like yes, pre-t lifting might not be at the same level as when you're on it but there's tons of cis girls who do powerlifting and crossfit with good results... Like this is a girl deadlifting 285lbs at 169lbs bodyweight, and she's not even the strongest one I know...


Do big compound lifts with heavy weight and low reps, you're gonna build muscle and lose fat, T or no T.

+1
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TransAm

Quote from: Berserk on January 08, 2017, 06:54:15 PM
Disagree with this, have definitely seen female strength athletes who's physique I'd envy. And this shoulder's relatively slight/hips still present, again, isn't true for dedicated strength athletes (or athletes of more explosive sports) that have been training for years. However, people in general don't become as dedicated to strength training as athletes of these sports do and that's the thing. Like cis men, many trans men go to the gym once or twice a week for a few months and expect some big results.

All right, let's be honest here: A lot of intensely dedicated female athletes that have been training for years have excellent physiques. Some of them are even fairly masculine, depending on their particular training focus (I agree with you in that I've seen plenty of female athletes worth envying).
And you're right, the hips to shoulders ratio isn't necessarily true for dedicated strength athletes... that have been training for years on end.
But the average person, male or female, doesn't possess the focus/time/energy to sink years into the intensely focused training and specialized diet necessary to attain these results.
It's possible. It's also highly unrealistic.

The routines and exercises Berserk suggested, however, are great and big compound movements are the way to go. Isolation movements do serve a purpose but they'll serve you better later on.

Look, I personally wasn't trying to be discouraging, but I'm a very realistic person.

If you bust your *** at the gym, eat a very tailored diet and train with everything in you, that physique you're looking for is on the horizon.
If you're like the vast majority of the rest of us, you'll see modest gains in the right direction through fat loss, strength improvement and some muscle mass pre-T, but your physique will most likely not heavily masculinize.

Working out is never pointless and it's never 'not worth it'. But to set someone's sights up ridiculously (and perhaps unattainably) high right out of the gates is usually a recipe for failure.
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CMD042414

The irony here is that a ton of those women are using  steroids.  So basically they're on T.
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Berserk

Quote from: Stone Magnum on January 08, 2017, 07:39:48 PM
All right, let's be honest here: A lot of intensely dedicated female athletes that have been training for years have excellent physiques. Some of them are even fairly masculine, depending on their particular training focus (I agree with you in that I've seen plenty of female athletes worth envying).
And you're right, the hips to shoulders ratio isn't necessarily true for dedicated strength athletes... that have been training for years on end.
But the average person, male or female, doesn't possess the focus/time/energy to sink years into the intensely focused training and specialized diet necessary to attain these results.
It's possible. It's also highly unrealistic.

The routines and exercises Berserk suggested, however, are great and big compound movements are the way to go. Isolation movements do serve a purpose but they'll serve you better later on.

Look, I personally wasn't trying to be discouraging, but I'm a very realistic person.

If you bust your *** at the gym, eat a very tailored diet and train with everything in you, that physique you're looking for is on the horizon.
If you're like the vast majority of the rest of us, you'll see modest gains in the right direction through fat loss, strength improvement and some muscle mass pre-T, but your physique will most likely not heavily masculinize.

Working out is never pointless and it's never 'not worth it'. But to set someone's sights up ridiculously (and perhaps unattainably) high right out of the gates is usually a recipe for failure.

Except that the way you and others in this thread have responded does sound discouraging, in my opinion. Seems most of this thread turned into a perpetual praise of the "magic of T" as though there's nothing else you can do to achieve a more "masculine" physique. But not everyone can be on T so going on about the "magic of T" can be discouraging. I used to be a personal trainer and one of the things that pissed me off most was this condescending "females can only get so strong/muscular" mantra that is often rammed down people's throats because the assumption is that no female wants to get "big" and so they need to be "assured" that they won't. Except its not that simple enough to be true because everyone's body is different. As a trans guy in that industry it was discouraging and I definitely feel its a bit ->-bleeped-<-ty to replicate that among other trans guys. Often when people don't get results in the right direction pre-T its because they aren't following their program properly or consistently. The OP hasn't given much information about what he considers "masculinising" his body. Some female-assigned people put on muscle more easily than some male-assigned people, and here we're not talking elite athletes. If by masculinising we mean broader shoulders and narrower hips, then that's not something only in the realm of elite athletes. Heck I've seen female-assigned high school swimmers, gymnasts etc. with broad shoulders and narrow hips because of the sport they practice. We're not talking elite here. It would also be easier if the OP would define what he means be "masculinise" because that can mean a million different things. If by "masculine" he means being able to fit into men's clothes and increase muscle mass that's 100% achievable for a normal person.

All the OP has said is:

Quote from: RoryM on January 06, 2017, 08:39:08 AM
I need advice on workout methods that will masculinize my body. I am pre-T and am the average weight for my height (for a female) but I have a lot of curves which makes it hard to fit into my guy clothes. What workout methods will help me loose are 15-20 pounds as well as gain a more masculine figure? Also are there any eating habits that would help? Thanks for the advice.

One of the main issues seems to be fitting into men's clothes because of "curves" which is usually code for more body fat around the hips and stomach. OP can correct me if I'm wrong. A combination of heavy weight training and cardio can reduce fat around the hips/stomach to make it easier to fit into men's pants. If broader shoulders are what's desired then a focus on heavy overhead pressing can help there, and maybe throw swimming in as the cardio activity. And I will say in general if someone wants to increase the muscularity of their body and cut body fat, heavy deadlifting with proper form can achieve wonders.
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FTMax

I'm not going to give someone false hope. I think what Stone Magnum and I are stressing is that the physiques of athletes are just that - physiques of athletes. You would need to train and eat like one for a sustained amount of time to achieve that. That isn't something that your average person can easily jump into. It takes a bit of an adjustment period and then months to years to see that kind of body, especially if you are not starting out in shape or with an understanding of proper diet.

The average pre-T FTM person should not expect to be able to achieve these kinds of results casually is what I'm saying.

Cardio is great for reducing fat deposits, but it's not going to redistribute fat in the way that T would. OP could run and lift everyday in hopes of achieving a perfect triangle but may still struggle with fat deposits on their hips, butt, and thighs that they are hormonally predisposed to having. Yes, doing something is better than doing nothing, but you can only do so much to masculinize your body just by working out and eating better.

OP, you could look into natural transitioning if it's going to be a significant amount of time before you could go on T. I don't think all of the supplements they discuss are at all worthwhile if you're eating correctly (ie. you may as well just try to get on T faster), but the workouts and nutrition advice they give are really what you're looking for.
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Berserk

Quote from: FTMax on January 09, 2017, 07:18:33 AM
I'm not going to give someone false hope. I think what Stone Magnum and I are stressing is that the physiques of athletes are just that - physiques of athletes. You would need to train and eat like one for a sustained amount of time to achieve that. That isn't something that your average person can easily jump into. It takes a bit of an adjustment period and then months to years to see that kind of body, especially if you are not starting out in shape or with an understanding of proper diet.

The average pre-T FTM person should not expect to be able to achieve these kinds of results casually is what I'm saying.

Cardio is great for reducing fat deposits, but it's not going to redistribute fat in the way that T would. OP could run and lift everyday in hopes of achieving a perfect triangle but may still struggle with fat deposits on their hips, butt, and thighs that they are hormonally predisposed to having. Yes, doing something is better than doing nothing, but you can only do so much to masculinize your body just by working out and eating better.

OP, you could look into natural transitioning if it's going to be a significant amount of time before you could go on T. I don't think all of the supplements they discuss are at all worthwhile if you're eating correctly (ie. you may as well just try to get on T faster), but the workouts and nutrition advice they give are really what you're looking for.

Again, you don't know what the OP means by masculinise yet you're talking about giving him "false hope." Honestly achieving what I would consider a more "masculinised" body (if we're talking reduction of body fat, wider shoulders and narrower hips) without T is about as much of a "false hope" because of the time and dedication it will take as telling someone who wants to lose 100 lbs or a naturally lanky person who wants to gain a significant amount of muscle mass that their hopes are also "false" because it will take time and dedication to reach those goals too. Most fitness/physique goals will take time and dedication. On T, wider shoulders and narrower hips will be much easier and faster to obtain for most female-assigned people, yes. To me a better answer is to say, do you want this type of body shape fast and easy then yes go on T. But if are you unable/don't want to go on T/won't be on T for a while and still want a more masculine physique, then ok let's leave T out of the conversation and now let's look at how you can move closer to that goal. Instead of just naysaying off the bat. Imagine if every person who wanted to lose or gain a significant amount of weight was told it would simply be too difficult. Its not giving a person much to work toward in the way of a goal. As much as you may not want to give someone "false hope" its also ->-bleeped-<-ty to give them no hope at all. If someone comes to you with a goal and asks how can I achieve this, its kind of ->-bleeped-<-ty to focus more on the reasons why they can't do it then helping them move in that direction. Even if a person doesn't end up totally jacked, he can at least put his energy into moving toward that goal and should be encouraged to do so in the proper way if that's what he wants. Sorry, but I know/have known too many female-assigned people with wide shoulders and narrow hips, who are only recreational/casual athletes or who's body type just naturally has that tendency to sit here and tell someone the same old mantra that its unachievable by a female-assigned person who isn't on T. Not to mention the OP predominantly mentioned wanting to be able to fit properly into men's clothing but was prevented by "curves" (again, usually code for body fat), which is something many trans men are able to do just fine pre-T. Often those who run into trouble tend to be very short or are carrying more fat on their hips which makes men's pants fit strangely or are unable to fine a size big enough that isn't big n' tall. This is something that can be changed without "false hopes." Sorry to be a pain, but this has always been one of my biggest pet peeves, discouraging people from an achievable goal because of a supposedly concrete biology that is actually more flexible than people believe.
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FTMax

Overall, disagree.

The suggestions here have been twofold because it is unclear what OP wants. Those suggestions are that most masculinization isn't going to occur without T, but that they could work on cardio and upper body if they want to work on a more male physique. Both are accurate. So whatever OP is looking for, they've got their answer.

I'm not going to tell someone they can masculinize their body without T because natural transitioning frankly doesn't give the same degree of masculinization that T does, and when you compare the time and monetary commitments of the two options there is a clear "winner". My opinion is that any form of natural transition is a waste of time and money unless you are going for androgyny or are for whatever reason unable to take T ever.

I will tell someone if they want a more male physique that it's going to require a lot more dedication on their part to achieve that than it would for a cisgender man because they are absolutely fighting against biology. Some people's biology may predispose them to being able to achieve this more easily. I was one of those people pre-T largely due to a preexisting hormonal issue. But it still requires more work to keep it that way because your body will naturally want to store fat in those places. Is it doable? Sure. Over time and with commitment to a routine. We can cry about my delivery until the cows come home, but I'm not going to sugarcoat the fact that whatever OP means by "masculinize", it would be infinitely easier on T.
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TransAm

Quote from: FTMax on January 09, 2017, 12:40:10 PM
Overall, disagree.

The suggestions here have been twofold because it is unclear what OP wants. Those suggestions are that most masculinization isn't going to occur without T, but that they could work on cardio and upper body if they want to work on a more male physique. Both are accurate. So whatever OP is looking for, they've got their answer.

I'm not going to tell someone they can masculinize their body without T because natural transitioning frankly doesn't give the same degree of masculinization that T does, and when you compare the time and monetary commitments of the two options there is a clear "winner". My opinion is that any form of natural transition is a waste of time and money unless you are going for androgyny or are for whatever reason unable to take T ever.

I will tell someone if they want a more male physique that it's going to require a lot more dedication on their part to achieve that than it would for a cisgender man because they are absolutely fighting against biology. Some people's biology may predispose them to being able to achieve this more easily. I was one of those people pre-T largely due to a preexisting hormonal issue. But it still requires more work to keep it that way because your body will naturally want to store fat in those places. Is it doable? Sure. Over time and with commitment to a routine. We can cry about my delivery until the cows come home, but I'm not going to sugarcoat the fact that whatever OP means by "masculinize", it would be infinitely easier on T.

^ Yes to all.

I'm going to go out on a limb here and say that the female-bodied individuals to which you're largely referring represent the genetic anomaly more than the genetic norm.
From the limited amount of information the OP gave, he described his body as 'having a lot of curves' which makes it very probable that he represents the genetic norm as far as female-bodied individuals are concerned, as did I pre-T.

This naturally equates to a very uphill battle as far as masculinizing on any substantial level is concerned.

CMD's brief statement about steroids holds a lot of truth, as well; even most natty female athletes don't achieve the results you're touting.

Furthermore, I tend to assume (whether rightly or wrongly) that someone intends on eventually seeking out HRT when the term 'pre-T' is thrown about. Typically those individuals unable or unwilling to go on hormone therapy will say as much in no uncertain terms. Even those individuals still need to be keenly aware that they're facing an uphill battle with no absolute guarantees if for nothing other than the sake of their own sanity.
When I started working out pre-T, I had a personal trainer that absolutely assured me he'd be able to get me the results I wanted (even going as far as telling me I wouldn't have to go on HRT--he was admittedly uneducated about trans issues, but I digress). I went all out.
I trained hard, ate clean and was in a constant state of soreness/preparation for months. I saw the slight benefit of more people not gendering me one way or the other on occasion.
Otherwise, I was worn down hard. Between feeling physically broken (on more than one level) and mentally fragile due to struggling with trans issues, I got extremely depressed and, frankly, very angry that my body wasn't giving me the results he assured me would happen.
I much prefer that he would've given me something realistic to hold onto for the short term instead of his pie-in-the-sky version that depended on a cocktail of cooperating genetics, finances (let's face it, getting in shape is pricey), motivation, focus, time, biology and luck.

You can feel like what we're saying is discouraging but it doesn't change the fact that it holds truth.
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CMD042414

I'm agreeing with everyone else and I'd like to add I would never want to discourage a fellow trans brother. It's hard enough out there as it is. To endure friendly fire is just cruel. What helped me pre-T is when guys were honest with me about what to expect. That's what I try to do for others. OP, you'll be just fine in time. For now, eat healthy, stay active, kick up the cardio. Focus on slowly losing weight. Maybe a half-pound to a pound a week. Don't try to make sweeping changes all at once. If you aren't ready to go straight to lifting weights try resistance bands. I started with them. I bought a pack with three different tensions: light, medium and heavy. Maybe spent $30. Worked my way through all three. Then I started with dumbbells about 10 lbs. and moved up from there. Calisthenics are good pre-T. Pushups, squats, situps. I bought a pullup bar that I still use over my bedroom door. Get your body used to being worked. Then when you do start T you'll find it easier to increase your weight and reps.
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CMD042414

Oh and I want to add before I transitioned I wanted to lost weight so I did. A good amount too. As soon as T kicked in and I began lifting and masculinizing my body I wanted nothing more than to have some of that weight back! It starts to turn to muscle and gives you a really solid look. However, this is all dependent on body type.
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Kylo

Yeah ectomorphs will have more trouble building and keeping muscle even if they work out a great deal than a mesomorph or an endomorph, of either sex.

Me and my cis bf both work out, he's a biologically born male with natural T in his system yet he struggles to keep 2/3 of the musculature I can develop at the drop of a hat because he's ectomorphic. On the other hand he can eat like a horse and never see an ounce of fat stay on. I'm endomorphic, meaning I gotta watch what I eat but I can create muscle and keep it on easily without worrying that it will disappear. Even before T I was probably twice as strong as him. It's not due to the T alone, obviously. Just the act of starting T led to an increase in about 10-15% muscle mass on my body. Mine is just metabolically geared to creating muscle it seems.

This should definitely be a consideration when trying to forge the type of physique you want. You need to identify the body type you have and the sort of metabolism, as much as anything else, and then tailor your workout routine to it.
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RoryM

Sorry for the long response.

To make things more clear, what I mean by a more masculinized body is less fat around the thighs/butt/hips area and more muscle. It is so I can fit into my guy clothes easier. Even though I would still have a feminine body shape, I would be slim enough that you wouldn't know unless you took my clothes off. I want to start T but I can't currently so I wanted to do what I could transition-wise before I get on medical transition.

My height is 5'4 and I weigh 135 . I used to weigh 115-120 which is what I want to slim back down to. My body type is mesomorphic I believe.

I thank you to all who have given me advice.
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