Right, right. NOT with this lovely place of help, knowledge and chit chat. Never. Nor with any member of this fabulous community. Heck, not even with myself (much).
I'm tired, fed up, irritated....whatever you wish to call it.... with (most) people in general; with governments, lack of proper and basic local medical care. The nearest endo is 120 (+ or -) miles away. There is one locally, however he won't take on "T" patients until he becomes more knowledgeable with the topic and testing. I'm ok with that if he actually wants to be and does so. You guessed it, he doesn't. I relinquished my driver's license almost 4 years ago (voluntarily). I don't regret it nor do I wish to acquire a new one. So, that leaves endo visits out of the picture for an indeterminate time until I relocate and finish my days (I refuse to die when I hit old age not the person I AM).
So, knowing that and how somewhat irresponsible the following might be; I have decided to self-test using home E and T test kits. I am sure they are not as accurate as a proper doctor's exam, but it still better than "winging it" by how a person feels. As for sources of E, T-blockers (non-prescription), I have been looking into that as well. So until I am able to relocate and do things proper, time to take matters into my hands. There is little room in my head (let alone patience) for myself and "him" so "he" has to be moved to the furthest reaches of my dendrites so I can take front and centre stage...else I end up doing something seriously stupid.
It isn't just that, but ... blech.... governments, general society, you name it, tired of it. I am getting too old, too irritable, whatever to put up with the general arguing\debates. I am happy I have a wonderful (in the sense of LGBTQ(etc) therapist - the only anchor I have locally. She was the first I came out to, currently the only one who knows (present community included of course) and and from the day I told her, she was all set to write me the letters I may need (no RLE required). Which by the way I think RLE is a total FARCE for people after a certain age.
(breathes) Right. Just thought I need to share a little about me for a change.
